AM i still attached?? i don't even know. Ya, strange but true! Please tell me. So that i can put my mind at rest be it good or otherwise. I'll let u go if that's wad you prefer. U once told me, "...juz so if u logged on.. juz wanna let u noe i'm still waiting for ur reply or call. i've been staring at my phone since i msged u. hoping for at least a reply. weird huh. wen u dun want ppl near u they will be. but if u want them close, they are far away. i'll care for u today, i'll care for u tmr.. i'll care for u as long as i live. i'll still be waiting. i'll alwaez be here. for u..." Have u? I'm not sure about that either. Mayb i'm not aware by the little things u did but i feel like u were not there when i really need u badly. I'm not blaming u though. Mayb you keep it to yourself. -shrugged- But I 'm tired of thinking whether i'm still wanted and needed. The fact is that i don't know what u're thinking. Yes, i'm afraid. Afraid of losing you. Just when i'm about to be happy, everything seems to collapse. Just for once, tell me what's in ur mind, nothing else but about us. That's all i need to know.. I'm tired, tired of thinking and missing u..


i envy those people around me for being happy with the one they love. I wonder why my relationship always turned sour. Even before i could taste a lil bit of happiness. Mayb there's something wrong with me!


I hope so very much that things will be better in future. That's if u want to make it happen because everything lies in ur hand. I'll accept whatever decision u make cause i can do nothing about it. Just that, thanks for that bit of happy moments u gave me. Please help me solve this...


To those who are reading, em sorry for being emotional lately.. U dun have to offer any help cause the only help i need is from him..