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HOW cn i gt out frm dis world em living in..??? a world full of pretence??? i cant possible cont living in dis kinda lyf....!!!i wanna b truely happy... and i wan u to b happy too..i dun wan u to make sacrifices..nt in dat wae..coz u'll b hurting urself even more..i noe u'll say.."ur nt in ma shoe..and u wun noe hw i feel" of coz i dun..i cant..bcoz u din tell me..y r u so stubborn..it hurts me even more if u remain silent..its lyk.. da curiosity will turn to frustration..and it will b accompanied by sadness...ur not helping me u noe..in fact ur torturing me...em alr feeling guilty if i were to make u unhappy..and ur adding on to da guilt em alr facing.. haiz..em trying to make things easier fer u and fer me..i wan u to stp thinking of wad will happen nex..i dun wan u to kp it to urself..i dun wan u to pretend being happy wen ur nt...basically..i dun wan u to torture urself.. coz ur torturing me as well...i wan bof of us to b happy... y cant u do dat fer me...??? y cant u even try...??? y arent u making d effort..?? em not asking fer much..juz wan u to b truthful..dats all..haiz..mayb i shudnt bring dis matter up again if d outcum will b lyk wad we r facing thru ryd now..mayb i hafta kp living in da world of pretence...i duno..plz dun do dis to me..and dun do it to urself..haiz..i think i'll juz go wif da flow... gd nyd ma dear..