WEAK
i duno hw to start to dis entry.. it seems lyk everything juz falls on da ground so suddenly...i was treated dat wae..da wae dat i hate to b treated..ur so near yet far..and dat ur very cold towards me.. wadever i do wun make any differance..ur still da same..i was patient enuf to try a few tyms bt eventually, ma feelings changed..its not lyk em trying to do da same thing dat u did in order to make u feel hw em feeling..no..bt it juz happened by itself. mayb by keeping quiet is da bes solution since none of us were able to start wif da coversation..bt soon...i regreted..leaving u to blame urself fer da things dat happened..its not ur fault..its juz sumthing dat can happen wifout us realising..mayb if u wish to avoid dis... plz dun ignore me in future..it hurts badly.. wen i gt home..mama started nagging..dat noone care fer da house and dun hav da initiative to do da chores..lyk HELLO...em skuling..!its not as if i dun do dem during wkends..expect me to do everything?juz bcoz em skuling and dey tot i haf more tym den dem, to tend da house..excuse me..i hav more..at least dey dun hav any homework or need to da revision..I DO..!!! so plz try to understand.. u see..we juz ended our mock exam 2 daes ago..and todae we received da prelim's tymtable..u noe how pressurize i am? no..of coz u guys dun..em so tired..i duno if em able to cope wif da pressure..so i hope very much dat YOU understand and stp giving me problems and worries..mayb i juz nd to b prepared fer everything.. skul.. studies.. family..EVERYTHING..!!! em feeling so helpless..tmr's teachers' dae..em still nt done wif ma card fer mr quek..hope tmr's performance wun b anything werst den da previous yrs... happy teachers' dae to all teachers..