Reality
sumtyms..i juz cant fergt abt him..hes bn lingering in ma mind..bt i hav no choice bt to stp having dat feeling..lyk hey..move on will u? ya.. i noe..i dun even noe y em lyk dis..dat sumtyms..i'll feel guilty and wrong towards sumone.. em so sori.. bt hmm..nvm..i basically dunno hw to put it in werds.. saddening.. ya..bt lyf hafta go on.. ryd..? hmm...i'll juz hafta kp reminding maself dat i cant gt everything dat i wan.. dey cum and go.. and i hafta accept dat reality..lyf's full of obstacles..i've gone thru many and i believe dat ders more to cum.. so i hafta gt maself prepared.. and i also believe dat thru dis obstacles..i'll gt to learn more and change fer da bttr,hopefully...these obstacles has bn made by GOD..to test our strength..mainly mentally and emotionally..agree..? by hook or by crook..we hafta go thru it and ders no wae we cud run away frm it.. coz our lyf has bn written in dat manner..its parts and parcel of lyf...i'll regret fer ma mistakes and sumtyms.. wun gt wad i want or prefer..bt i wun ques why..coz dats da wae it is...well...dis is lyf..and i'll live life to da fullest.. no matter wad happens..i'll stand strong...fer da sake of ma mother.. love u all...esp u mama..!

HAPPY BDAE TO BOF CUZZZ..KAK IJA AND JUJUL..!!!