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F**ked up lyf
sumtyms..i feel lyk killing maself..bt if i cant bring maself to, i'd rather die PEACEFULLY from sum unknown disease..really..i dun wanna live in a world of pretence anymore...ppl dun seems to understand wad i feel even if dey try to..and ma family..mama..keep nagging.. dat i din use ma freedom wisely..juz bcoz of one stupid mistake i made..fark sia..all dey wan to see is gd results..bt dey duno da difficulties em going thru.. urgh.. dey dun wanna try to understand..and i dun even care to tell..heck ar.. i duno wads becoming of me..i've becoming lazier and ma standard in studies has dropped.. em nt kidding..i really dun feel lyk taking ma o lvl dis yr..dun giv a damn..ma lyf is so fucked up.. i dun usually use dat werd bt em really angry and frustrated nw..hmm..i've talked to him..problem settled bt em gonna miss him and his accompanion..its ok den.. watched LITTLE BROTHER wif joy darling juz now..i wasnt sure if da show's a gd one.. i told joy i'll kil her if its sux..hahha.. bt it turned out to b a very touching story..and its a true story i guess.. well..most of da scenes were in da hospital..abt operation on da head..and everything..bof of us cried..bt i cried fer 2 reasons..1:its very touching and sad..2:it reminds me of wad ma dad had to go thru.. ma eyes were red and swollen bcoz of dat..i wanted to kil joy fer bringing me to watch dat show..coz its so...sad and bring back da memories..hahha..i was biten..i threw a clear shot popcorn in joy's shirt..i bite her..and cry on her shoulder..haiz..dat gurl really seen lots of me in one dae..cool..lots of things happened during our outing juz now..hahha.. national dae performance was ok lah..as pathetic as ever..haiz..mock exams cuming soon..em nt done wif ma folio..and em nt in da mood to do so.. i think i hafta slp fers..i din slp da whole nyd yesterdae..duno y..juz cudnt..guess gonna take a nap fer a while..till den..nyd! |
