Confusion
its only bn a wk bt lots of things had happen and its practically over da same thing everydae..em getting sick and tired of dis crap..really..! well.. em nt going to details coz i juz dun bother to. i juz hope dat 'u' will stp wif dis nonsense and imaginations before i gt sick of it.. and i hope 'those things' wun happen before our 'O's..coz i noe it'll affect u..alot..! sometyms i dun even noe wad i felt at dat moment...one moment em happy..nex em sad or angry.. really having dis mixed emotion in me.. hmmm... i dun wanna brood on dis..let it go wif da flow...

why r u so cold towards me...? da way u gimme back ma stuff was lyk hey-i-dun-nd-it-anymore-and-u-can-hav-it-back... honestly..i was shocked wif dat kinda attitude u gav.. wad happen to all ur promises..? wad happen to us? i've gt no idea.. really.. bt i dun wanna dwell on it any further..coz it hurts... once is enuf..i dun wanna go thru it again..mayb its bttr dis way..u're wif ur own life and em wif mine.. bt i juz wana thank u fer filling d emptiness in me fer dat period of tym..wen i really nd sumone to cheer me up..u managed to..bt u also managed to hurt me.. mayb last tym..i cant face da fact bt now..wifout hesitation.. i let u go..ur off ma mind and heart..well..i've tried and still trying.. its bttr now.. dun worry...

i wrote abt 2 ppl here..dun ask me who..wad happen...or r u ok..coz i think i am..wel..at least fer nw.. lots of things had happened..i lost one of ma newly bought ear stud wid diamond..and i broke ma big bottle of perfume..to make it werst..its ma bdae gift.. and everynyd i hafta fight wif ma emotion..i really hate it..how i wish everything cud b juz fine... i've longed fer happiness.....and i hope dat dae wud cum.....