I MISS YOU
em feeling so guilty ryd now fer 'shouting' at him wen hes not at fault.. sumhow..its juz dat i miss him badly..and i dunno if he noes.. todae.. chatted wif him bt as usual, he'll reply a werd or two. i was ok wif it bt i juz cant figure out why he cudnt write any longer den dat..his 'nvm' gt on ma nerve and so i kinda scolded him..omg..i shudnt hav done dat..den he told me dat..hes trying to tok to me..bt after da 'shout'..he tot em nt intrested.. NO! i AM..! in fact i want to..i miss da old tyms we had..all da luff and jokes.. bt now hes bz wif his stuff and dat we no longer kp in contact.. em very sad.. honestly.. i dunno y.. bt dis feeling of guilt and lonesome wun fade away.. em used to his accompanionship bt wen he suddenly 'left' me..i feel so awkward. wen i saw him juz now..i dunno why ma heart pounded. its strange..bt yah.. guess its bcoz i miss him loads. ayte, em not gonna go on wif dis..lemme me think fer maself on how i can heal dis wound in ma heart. -wud luv to go back lyk hw we used to b-