truly sorry..miss u loads
after so long of nt having a conversation wif him..we did at last.. ya.. started off quite gd..dat he actually was touched coz i was nyc to him.. hmmm...was juz an act actually..bt cum to think of it..i think NO...! i really wan to b lyk in da old daes..i dun wan our fwenship to decay..thou its hard fer me..bt em willing to try.. lyk..i noe him fer lyk wad..?? 9 yrs..hello...its almos a decade ok..ya..furthermore..gurls..hes ma..u noe..i cant possible fergt abt him juz lyk dat thou i was hurt..u shud noe hw i think and feels ryd...ya..hate him alot..bt at da same tym..i miss him.. cant deny dat.. hope u guys understand and help me out in any waes.. read our cnversation bk..felt kinda bad abt it..well..wadever it is..i've apologised to him..seems lyk we r fyn now..hmm...aaarrrggghhh...!!!! i hate dis...u noe..feeling..!!urgh..! da modeling agncy koled..em still contemplating whether to go fer da interview..aiya..lets nt waste ma tym..dey wun go fer ppl lyk me..wif no luks and all..so i bttr nt kol dem back.. fyn wif me..aiya..bttr start wif da chores..i haven taken ma breakfast..wow..and its supposed to b lunch now.. ma stomach's grumbling... and i can hear demm.." WE WANT FOOOOD...!!!" hahah..