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I HATE U
if i can cry..i'll do it ryd nw... wads wrong wif da ppl ard me..? doz i luk up to..? em juz feeling so sad ryd now..ya..em nt gonna tok to him nemore.. i shudnt haf in da fers place..i've always knew it will b lyk dis sooner or ltr..and now's da tym.. great..!!! em havin dis ugly feeling..all mixed up..angry..sad..lonely..disappointed..all da ugly stuff u can think of..so suddenly..everything's change..i dun even noe y..y am i affected by dis..? honestly..em ashamed of maself..fer being in dis kinda state.. u noe..fer da 2nd tym..after dat fooker dump me..i felt bad..no.. HORRIBLE..! i juz realised hw stupid i was to actually u noe..urgh..! nvm.. i wudnt wanna say out here..i dunno wads da reason bt as far as em concern..we r so nt gonna contact e/o nemore..i dun wanna go thru dis again..NEVER..! doz who r reading dis..u muz b wondering who..ryd? well..u dun hafta noe..juz sum human being dat exist in dis werld.. sickening arse-whole..urgh..! em in no mood fer skul tmr..and i dunno if i hav da mood to watch movie wif lina tmr..i juz feel lyk going sumwer peaceful and release everything der.. all da hatred and sadness..and all da problems..i wanna cry out loud..i wanna go hm wif a peaceful mind..em sick and tired of dis lyf em leading nw..u nvr noe behind dis smile of mine actually holds lots of meaning..hmm.. mayb being single n nt admiring ppl is da bes..bt whos gonna fill da emptiness in me? nw dat hes 'gone'..i hav no one to..u noe..make me feel gd..or sumthing lyk dat..argh..!!i dun care alr lah..so much fer da 'i'll always b der fer u...' i noe i shudnt believe dat in da fers place..in fact..i dun..coz i noe its nt fer real..honestly...alah..go to hell lah..i really dun care nemore.. em so gonna act as if nothing ever happen..em so gonna hate maself fer hating dat person..!!!
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