28.08.04
oh man..em kinda upset now..isit wrong to delete ma own stuff.. awright2..i realised ma mistakes but he dun hav to say all dat stuff wad. as usual..em speechless wenever he gave me dat tone.. da angry but do-wadever-u-wan- tone. urgh..!! i may be in da wrong but i hav ma reasons.. y cant he understand..ok..mayb bcoz i din tell him exactly how i felt..y muz dis minor thing disappoint both of us..we started off well..but ended da cnversation wif anger,regrets,disappointment and all dat ugly feelings.. its all bcoz of me.. being impulsive.. i've hurt his feelings.. hopefully hes not dat angry wif me.. i cant blame him fer ma mistakes.. guess i'll have to make da fers move tmr.. shutzz..!!!