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hmmm... well.. did nothing much todae.. woke up ard 11+..wow..so late sia.. mama woke me up juz to follow her to ntuc.. damn.. well.. bought lots of stuff...reached hm ard 4+.. as usual.. keep all da stuff in da fridge.. peel off ma prawn's skin.. and bla bla bla.. basically da house chores lah.. haiz... i'll b doing dat everydae fer da nex 2 months b4 i start studying again.. hmm.. tmr is da fers dae of ramadhan..em used to fasting... so..its nothing to me.. heheh.. well..i found out dat i dun hav to put on hair band anymore.. quite stylish dat way..hehe... cant wait to see ma developed pics.. so eager.. well.. i hav dis strange feeling dat we bof hav changed.. aint dat happy or lively anymore.. he said dat em diffrnt wen we were toking on da fon jz nw..bt i din hear clearly..wen askd him to repeat..he said nothing..well.. i think so too actually.. wad abt him..recently..he gt no mood and appetite.. doesnt make any diffrent frm me either.. hmm..duno lah.. em gonna kp on rotting b4 mon.. BBOORRIINNGG...!!! i mizz all ma fwens.. i doubt dey will cum fer da 9-12 class.. cant wait to go fer band prac..i miz ma horn..really.. and ofcoz..ma laling members.. heheh.. miz all da 'YES MA'aM...NO MA'AM..' heheh.. wad da hell..i feel so lonely..cum to think of it..i dun hav any cloz fwen/fwens.. dey r juz ma ordinary fwens.. used to hav bof of dem bt aftr da conflict..we aint dat cloz anymore.. eventhough dey still treat me as 1.. i dunno..i juz feel awkward wn em wif dem.. as fer da new ones...dey aint ma type.. i mean.. we dun hav dat bond btw us.. no connection i shall say.. dey r gd to me bt hmm.. i duno how to xplain.. u noe how sad it is wen u dun hav a real fwen to turn to... thou i hav a wide circle of fwens..bt its not da same if u hav at least a bez fwen. why was i so stupid to make a mistake and lose ma gd fwens.. hmm... i've bn in dis situation fer a yr alr..and nobody noes.. dats y em kinda lonely.. em depending on him to cheer me up..brighten ma lyf..but hey.. i suppose he doesnt noe ma situation.. all he thinks dat i hav lots of fwens..wad da hell..nvm.. em used to live in a lonely werld.. i may appear to b happy bt nobody noes how dark ma werld is.. if any1 read dis..i guess u guys juz found out..i cant take it anymore and its ma habit to wryd ma feelings down..i feel much bttr aftr dat.. not asking fer sympathy here ayte.. u cn choose to ignore dis..
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