This month has been a roller coster ride for me, emotionally. I thought my moodswing period is over, way over since i left secondary school. But i guess, im still as mean as ever. Why?!?! And the person suffering from my moodswings is none other than, my boyfriend, my oh-so-patient boyfriend.

Ive been trying hard to control my emotions and it has been good for the last 6 years, until recently. My mood can change within seconds and its scaring the shit out of me.

I am sorry, love. I know ive apologised many times but i fear it will happen again, though i wouldnt want it to. The next time it happen, can you please hug me tight, even if i struggle or not returning your hug?

i love you..