Ive read so many articles on O level takers, not having their parent(s) around during the life changing examination. It took me awhile to recall, that i am also one of them. My dad passed on on the year i took my o levels. I remembered how i broke down when i failed my prelims and how scared i was about failing when i was doing my papers. And when i received good results, i cant help but hoping my dad was around to share the joy with me.

Goodluck girls/boys. I know u'd do well in life. What doesnt kill u, only make u stronger.

Everyone seems to be able to recall what happened to them for the past year or so. I dont. :)

Or maybe im not trying.

All i could think of was that i kept cutting my hair short until September, i felt like keeping my hair long and that im virgin no more for hair rebonding, with bangs. heh.

Seriously. For me, it has been work, family and him. I think i only had one holiday trip to batam somewhere around april '10. GOSH! How pathetic can i be?

Maybe the highlight for 2010 was having introducing him to my family, and that for me was huge. I am fortunate to have him, despite all the flaws and the fights, its still him i want to be with, no doubt.

My only regret was not meeting my friends as much as i want to. Theres so many of them im dying to meet. I guess its just an excuse when we say, "oh, im sorry. ive been working". They say, if theres a will, theres a way. All u need is that little effort.

May 2011 be alot better than the last.