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I dont even know why i bother crying over such disappointment. To think that all this while u were lying. True, ur intentions were good but that's not what i want. So what im having my exams. So what if i'll worry about u. At least i know whats going on. This hurts me more then when u told me u had this injury. Im really disappointed..
I went to visit an old friend of mine just now. Its the first time i see him eversince he fell ill. From an active person to someone so quiet, its so unlike him. Honestly, i miss him, very much. Its sad for me to see him being in this kinda situation. Whats more he himself and his family. It must have been hard for them. Sofar, he's been progressing, thats what his mother said and we do see improvements in him. Well, at least he still remember us. I was told he didnt remember one of my friend though they were close during secondary school days. I hope he'll be fine soon and be that hyper person i once knew. Take care darling.. U'll always be in my heart...i promise.
i swear i hafta lose weight! Why must all of my sec friends whom i've met recently asked the same question? "Eh diana, so how? attached?","Diana, got boyfriend alr?","Diana, are u still the hottest chick without a valentine?","Diana, when isit gonna be ur turn?" bla bla bla... And when i replied "NO! I DONT HAVE ANY..", they'd go, "Huh! Why is it everytime when we asked u, its still the same answer!","When are u going to get one?","Do u need my help to get one for u?" bla bla bla...trust me, i have nosey friends too.. hahhha PEOPLE!!! Im just not into relationships at the moment. Firstly, its because i dont see any attractive guys around me. Secondly, i cant be bothered with all the mushy stuff. Thirdly, im not interested in any of the guys, whoever they are.Finally, they are just a pain in the ass! Well, maybe most of the time... Why get hooked up and suffer? Of course its a nice feeling to be with someone u love and who loves u back but at the thought of the arguments, fights, disagreements, always missing him and wanna be next to him, cant spent a day without talking to him, have to keep giving excuses to go out to meet him and all...its just so TROUBLESOME! Im doing fine on my own. And i wish to excuse myself from all the trouble! I just need my darling friends who cares for me as much as i care for them. FULL STOP! Had hs1029's paper just now. I was on time. Unlike yesterday, i was calm, prepared and wanna try my luck for the paper.. oh oh..did i mention i havent sleep for more then 24hrs alr? Reached home at 3pm on wed and started studying. All the way to 615am on thursday. Just when i wanted to take a nap, the alarm went off. So i had to get up and take my shower and went of to school. That explains the punctuality. Even after exam paper, i was hyper and energetic, up till now. The paper was managable lah but im just afraid.. u know.haiz.. nvm.. I want my baby to recover soon!!! ok.. now im sleepy. good night!
I was awaken by a phone call yesterday and guess who..its edwin. Even without looking at the screen, i know its him.. *shhh..its the song!* ahhhah.. The day before, i dreamt that he called me when im sleeping. And the next day it happened for real. I was still sleepy when he called but upon knowing what had happened, i was wide awake! Hope he'll have a speedy recovery.. I was late for my paper today. Guess what happened. I thought im going to cgh. I crossed the road and waited for the bus. Then it striked me... "Wadahell am i doing here!!!" Then when i wanted to cross back to the correct side, the bus left!!! OK SHUT UP!! I sooo looked like a fool ok! Then i took 17 to interchange and train-ed to school instead. And i had to run from the moment i stepped into the school. And i was wearing a skirt and the best part was, its a new shoe and i had blisters at the end of the run. Reached the exam hall 2 mins after paper had started, panting. Walked to my table which happen to be at the front. How embarrassing! Had no time to cool down coz its an hour paper. Hands were trembling, my sweat were dripping like crazy and i just couldnt focus! Scary shit man! And the saq had to be the one i wasnt focusing on. I cant even answer "what is sick role" lah!!! Damn it! Im so scared.. like REALLY scared. Bet tmr's paper gonna be a killer as well. And im only like what? 10% done? ARGH!!!Oh god, please help me! Oh, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to all... like i said, just remember one thing..that i'll always love u and im just a call away if u need me.. i'll be there. tc!  we didnt plan on wearing the similar colour combi ok!! coincidence! Finally, ive got back my comp. Ok, so, i've been busy for the past month with 3 weeks attachment and all and i apologise to those i have not keep in touch with. I promise after next week, i'll do so ayte.. thou i'll be having another 3 weeks of attachment till the 16th. Then i'll be FREEEEE!!! Yes, im waiting for that moment. Phew, can u believe that a year has passed? A year ago, i just gotten my O level results and still choosing courses and still working at PCF. But now, im going to end my freshmen's year. Oh, to my friends and cousin who did well for their O's, congrats.. ESPECIALLY to SHANE! U didnt waste ur one year. Im glad. On the 8th and 9th of feb, i went to primary schools for school health screening. Its one of my attachment programmes. Guess where i went? 1) De Lasalle pri at yew tee 2) Rulang pri at lakeside! Can u imagine the long dreadful train ride from one end to the other? omg.. I slept the whole journey to and fro. :) Anyhow, the atmosphere reminds me of my days in pri school and the best part was, the food were all CHEAP! If only we can still get that kinda price in poly.. well, FAT hope! And then i wish i was back in pri school and secondary school. Its the best part of my life. If u people think poly life is super fun, let me tell u, NO its NOT! I miss my secondary school friends.. Really i do. Every single one of them. Whats more my close friends.. I just feel like meeting them and give them a big tight hug and only let go after i feel suffocated. :) How i wish i could turn back the time. I dont mind doing o lvls all over again. To all my sec school friends, bear in mind that i love u all and has always been missing all of u ever since we graduated.. please remember that and please dont forget to remember me as well.. I dont ask for much, just for u to remember that once in ur lifetime, u've met and know someone by the name of Herdiana.. and if 10 years down the road, u've heard someone say my name, u'd go, " i know her, thats my friend" Well, that's enough for me. :) Ive got the news that my baby's gonna dance for cny! My first reaction was, " HUH! OMG! REALLY?" Of course i cant believe that lah.. I just cant wait and see.. He's another perosn that i cant forget. It started on a simple day but he managed to grow in a special place, in my heart. I really shouldnt blog right now. Ive yet to study my sociology n introduction to therapeutic intervention. ARGH! ok bye!
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