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 studying at home..i look damn cute in pyjamas ryd.. hahha.. i noe.. revising outside lab... just waiting to be called...Ok, it's not as difficult as i thought. MAybe because i understand the whole procedure. The only thing i need to know is to say out the assessment and planning procedures. I had my assessment just now. Its a practical test for my skills. I only studied at 10pm the night before and im so glad i managed to absorb everything by the time i reached school today at 9am. oh, I shouldnt have gone that early coz my friends took up 1hr20mins to do their assessment. So i had to wait outside with Joanne.. When its my turn, i picked a scenerio and got STO (removal of sutures) and medication. Phew! I did quite well i must say. I realised i talked rather fast. NOt nervous, just going with the flow. Aaron lim was great. Anyways, we took only 45mins to finish everything. Damn fast right.. woohoo.. oh, and when i got home, mama has that syrup, diphenhydramine.. i was excited at that moment i dont know why.. :) LAte for bio lecture but had our reason. Bio practical has been cancelled. Used the time for discussion coz i'll be having ICA this thursday(wish me luck..im gonna be a sexy mama..hahha)    WEnt to TM with rafta. GOt ourselves a top frm G2000 and a bra frm metro(same colour and size) pretty cool huh! hahha.. ok shut up! We went into the same changing room and ....  Didnt try on the bra though.. we just measured.. hahha.. ok bye!  Met Azwan yesterday for the first time. He waited at yck mrt station. ok, i was kinda nervous lah coz we never hear each other's voice before this. HAs always been msn. So yah, understandable. But knowing me, i just acted as if its nothing. hee.. Actually, im ok lah. Just that the way he talked scare me a little. He kept questioning me, interrogating me i shall say. hahha.. I just ended a sentence and he asked another question and he talked damn fast. Nervous pe brother? haa..
I wanna go for plastic surgery please.... and lyposuction and facial!
Mr Saufi, im so gonna remember this day!!! For changkat people.. do u still remember saufi frm 4E? he's in my batch. The chinese looking guy? YES! HIM!!! omg..u know what happened? ok..here goes... I was at city hall mrt station and when the train came, i saw my sec school friend and i nudged my friend and said '' eh, that's my friend''. When i board the train, just so happen i stood infront of him and i gave him a nod and a smile. He returned those gestures as well BUT guess what!!! He didnt recognise me lah!!! HOW embarrassing! i was like..''omg, dont tell me u dun remember me?'' Non-verbally, he said 'yea, i cant figure out where i got to know u..coz u looked kinda familiar but who r u?' U should see his face, trying hard to recall and on top of that, i made him feel guilty.. hahha. and his friend just had to say, ''ur siti isit?'' HUH? siti? Whos siti? like of all names... grrrr... And saufi was trying to hide himself..a den kept saying, ''diam ar'' to his friend. I pitied him man.. hahha.. FOr once i thought ive got the wrong person ok! and i think he gave up and he introduced himself, ''hi, im saufi'' and i had to say, ''hi, im diana''sarcastically. and we shook hands. like..omg lor.. I think hes damn embarrassed but i dont care. didnt talk to him much after that coz i felt bad over what happened. He's cute though.. has always been.. cuter when hes trying to hide away.. hahha.. im bad! HAd clinical theory exams just now. Didnt get enough sleep due to last minute revision. ok shut up ppl! i know. i should have studied beforehand. So yah, skipped sociology's lecture but had to go for the rest. paper started at 410pm and ended ard 540pm. Met up with christina and went for training. Jogged 3 rounds in our own pace..damn slow lah.. hahha.. training today was fun though.. IM SO TIRED!!! Mr pimple is being very cruel to pop out and multiply at this point of time. Plz go away! Im being very paranoid coz im afraid i might get chicken pox again coz the first time i gt, it was mild. My class's prone to chicken pox man. One after another. and theres dots on my skin. damn scary lah..GO AWAY!!! I NEED TO SLEEP! bye! Let's see.. The engagement was ok. I only had 15mins left to do the hair coz the rest of the time was used for the make up. Luckily it's not that tough. Neways, She looked gorgeous ok! And she lost alot of weight. She can even be smaller than me if she continues.. oh shyt! Diana..u must go on diet!
That's the make-up artist, the gorgeous lady and the hairstylist. ahhha... pretty cool huh! i'll upload more when i've cleared the stuff in my comp. Can u believe it.. there's no more space in my comp. there's tooooo many pictures and songs. hee.. ok shut up! Today went to open house.. didnt follow mom and sis to jurong. Went back home with darling brother. 3 of my secondary school friends came over.. isy..sebok jelah.. masek nak raye lagi! haha.. k..im bad! they stayed for like 2 hours or so. My psychotic admirer was there. eeeiiiiiwwww.... hahha..Like i care! I wanna be pretty lah!!! HOW! ok fine..it may not happen. ahhha.. I just love to see pretty girls. HEY! what were u thinking huh? NO ok! So does my sis.. I mean, its not wrong right. hmmm.. Clinical theory and practical exams are coming soon. Omg..damn fast lah! Darn!!! o lvl's ending tmr.. so unfair. They are like so free and im not. Ggrrrr.. Morris..i duno what else to type lah.. hahha.. i know u'll read my blog right.. aaawwwww... hahhhah.. nice talking to u after soooo long.. actually not that long lah.. but considering before this u called practically everyday, it's long. Im not hyper k..im just happy. ok bye! I swear today has been an interesting day, well, not in the begining though. Here goes.. Had clinical at 9 for 2 hours. No bio lecture. Break for 3 hours. Had meeting for discussion for the last 2 hours. Actually only for 1 hour coz the next hour, i slept. hee..Meeting has ended lah. Afterwhich 1 hour tutorial. subgrp 2 had their ica done without raudhah coz she's having chicken pox.. hahha.. poor girl. get well soon k! :) Ok, during our meeting, gaytari called the operator to ask for any acupuncturist's number. There's four of them and she chose one. Happen to be at potong pasir..like omg lor..damn far. ANyways, that guy agreed on being interviewed and video-ed. One of us actually had the treatment. guess who. After all the talking then we realised he's actually a big shot lah! HOw can we not know. Super embarassing! We're so fortunate to meet that guy and being taught alot. Trust me.. he talked ALOT!!! But its fun though. Some people just has to get on my nerve. GRrr... then he applied something on us( will show the class during our ica..cant say it out now!) then we took pictures. Then went down to his furniture shop. There's a story behind lah. And we bought stuff from him. And got free treatment but we felt bad. SO we donated 20 bucks. WAs just about to walked off when we called us back and gave free stuff..like for everyone of us lah.. hehhe.. Such a wonderful guy.. We'll wish him luck for future endavours.. At 7pm, we went off. In the train, was planning some stuff with the girls. LAughed like nobody's business.. heehhe.. who cares! REally had fun with them. didnt know they could be this fun. Thanks girls. friends from other groups, dont jealous hor! hahha.. Train-ed home alone coz im the only one staying in the east. Bought hair clips for kak ainis for her engagement tmr.. im doing her hair. lets just hope it will turn out fine. ehheee...  ok bye! Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face You told me how proud you were but I walked away If only I knew what I know today I would hold you in my arms I would take the pain away Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes There's nothing I wouldn't do To hear your voice again Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself by hurting you Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I wouldn't to do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes and see you looking back I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've been away Oh, it's dangerous It's so out of line to try to turn back time I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself By hurting you... Im not sure if im doing the right thing by saying goodbye. Indeed at that point of time, i meant what i said but then i realised that i actually spoke through emotions. that's not very good. Coz i wasnt thinking. NOw ive regreted what ive said. That's why id rather be 'cold' towards u then to speak without thinking. coz we'll end up being in a worst situation and i dont want that to happen. But i think its too late, right? u've already made up ur mind to leave. well, i cant blame u for that... For now, i'll just sit down quietly and do some soul searching. It seems like everything is falling apart but i have to stand strong. I am thinking of you In my sleepless solitude tonight If it's wrong to love you Then my heart just won't let me be right 'Cause I've drowned in you And I won't pull through Without you by my side I'd give my all to have Just one more night with you I'd risk my life to feel Your body next to mine ' cause I can't go on Living in the memory of our song I'd give my all for your love tonight Baby can you feel me Imagining I'm looking in your eyes I can see you clearly Vividly emblazoned in my mind And yet you're so far Like a distant star I'm wishing on tonight I'd give my all to have Just one more night with you I'd risk my life to feel Your body next to mine 'Cause I can't go on Living in the memory of our song I'd give my all for your love tonight... u r selfish but u have ur reasons... I should have known. It happened again. Well, at least this time around its faster than the last. At least i wont suffer that much, i hope. Well, all have been answered and i wont have false hope. Isnt that better? i dont wanna have any contacts with u anymore because it hurts even more but... hmmm.. let's just go with the flow. U shouldnt have confessed... U shouldnt have treated me that way. U shouldnt do what u did.. coz its more heartbreaking than u think.. goodbye friend.. Sometimes i wonder 'is he for real?' In a way i can feel that he's always lying, cheating and stuff like that just to get his way. But then again, i wouldnt know if its for real. But come on lah.. U want money..go work for it lah.. DOnt keep asking mama or me or whoever lah.. i thought ure working..but where's all the money..u still owe me 50 bucks for all the dressing stuff and 20 bucks coz u got no money to go out.. WHAT A SHAME!!! like come on lah..ure my brothoer..ure suppose to give me...not the other way round.. furthermore im still schooling..like WADAHELL! Arent u ashamed?u may fool mama but im abit suspicious about ur whole story.. Nak tunang konan..i still think the 2 of u are not ready.. even though u have been together for 3 years.. asal..da gatal nah.. EIIII!!!! How i wish i can just fix a spy cam and see his every movement. Gosh.. can i have a brother who is responsible? ARGH...!!! I dont need the confession..omg.. and that u wanna leave it till thursday? i'd rather u say it now lah.. i wouldnt noe how to react or say or do anything if u tell me latr.. But i dont need it.. NOW im scared..! naqiahhhh.....!!!!! dont laugh if u read this ar.. get u arse down here and gimme a hug! |
