Im a good girl today...

Woke up at 10 to clean my room and did some vacuuming and mopping and laundries..

from this...that's my corner where i dump everything when im having exams..ok..i know its bad..

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to this...

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At 5, went over to stef's to doll her up for her teachers' day dinner at pan pacific hotel. My god, i cant believe i did a great job.. thank u thank u...

While waiting...

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I didnt take pictures during the process coz we were rushing for the time.. So, here's the outcome..

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well, that's us! Did some adjustments to the dressing and hair and BANG! U've got a total different person now. Shes even afraid to look herself in the mirror coz she had never use black eyeshadow..but i assure her twas nice as in it suits her. I wonder what other's will say. One thing for sure, they'll be shocked and amazed.

I was just about to go off when darling kai rui called and asked if i wanna slack with them(guan wei, han wen) and i will be his passanger. Other than my late dad, brother and cousins, i have never ride a bike with a friend, and that's scary, especially with someone like kai rui. I prayed hard! hahha.. We went somewhere around kallang.

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that's kai rui..

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that's guan wei and hanwen

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i gave them lollipop!

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that's guan wei's...

Then they wanted to go town but i asked to be send home coz its already 10pm. HAd fun though its kinda lame to just sit there. but the view was nice. Thanks guys...

Im 18 years 1 months old!
Ayte.. busy woman for the day! im exhausted...

Its as if a whole load of burden was lifted off my shoulder when i ended my last paper just now. Its like.. YEs... FINALLY!

Was suppose to meet my dear cousin after school but end up, visiting my adorable darlings after 4 months of not seeing them. OMG..its like..for some of them, in particular, Jayden, has drastically changed and i was amazed by his behavior now. He's super adorable! Oh well, gonne see more of him and the rest tmr and the day after and the next and ....

i dont know how to treat u like the way i used to..

You wont know how afraid i was when i woke up in the morning today to find out that i've not yet finish with my revision. hahha..

I asked Rafta to call me at 6. but guess wad, she called me an hour earlier. -_- I went out of the house at 7 with the fear of not yet studying i think 4 lectures. hee..

Managed to read through some on my way to school. This time, it helped. Phew..

I dont know why i ended my paper early. Started at 8.30. FInished my 70 mcqs at 9. Then the 2 short answer questions, hmm.. only god knows how short my answers were, compared to the people sitting next to me.. I just hope i can pass..and let me repeat, though its just a pass.. I DONT CARE! Left the hall at 10, train-ed home and slept for 2hours. Just taken my breakfast(i think its brunch already), so im gonna start my revision soon.

i'm left with 3 papers. YEY!

i dont know if i should give u advice anymore..

So much for being concern. And all i get was 'y u all so selfish'. Though that person didnt state who the 'u all' is..but i suppose im one of them coz i contributed to the so called 'comforting advice'. Oh well.. sometimes there's no need for u to be nice, i guess... u wont be appreciated. So, save the trouble.. Why bother. We have our own problems to handle. Why care about others when noone cares about urs.. till then..

I know i shouldnt be blogging right now. Im not even suppose to switch on the comp lah. Oh well, since i've already done it, might as well, right?

The last 2 papers i did was really URGH! ok, blame it on my last minute revision lah. But what i couldnt understand was that the topics i really focused on, memorised everything, was the one i couldnt even think of anything to write.. AT ALL! Can u believe that? omg.. I feel like im so stupid. Indeed i am lah. Haiz..if only i could turn back the time. I just hope i could pass those 2 papers..even if its just a PASS..i dont mind. I dont want to do the sub paper or worst, repeat the module. I was pratically staring at the paper lah. When i glanced over to the next table, they wrote super long answers. And mine was like 2-4 lines? GOSH!!!

Im having the most terrifying paper on monday and ive not started yet with the revision. And worst still, there's section c.. which means there's SEQ! SAQ is already killing me, what's more SEQ! If only im a gifted child! WHy am i soooo stupid! gosh.. i hate mental block. Oh god, please dont let my mind block for the rest of the papers.. at least give me some ideas on what to write on that pathetically blank paper.. HAIZ!

I have 4 more papers to go.. Its so unfair to have 6 modules, excluding clinical, which has already been done earlier. Its like going back to secondary school lah. My other friends who are in different courses only have like what? 3-4 papers? ARGH! I want to get this done and over with AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!

Times like this really tempt me to have a boyfriend. Someone who can just embrace me without having to say anything. I really need that comforting hug. BUt u know what, its ok.. Ive been through alot and just as long as i have my friends, i'll be fine, i guess..

NOw, i soooo need to start with my BIOLOGY. CRAP! I think im gonna stare longer at that paper.. Can someone give me a magical potion where i can just be clever... till then..

i fell in love with u..but i duno if its true..

I woke up this morning and suddenly feel like cooking... Spaghetti was what i had in mind. I dont know why.. I even told myself if i dont have the stuff, i will go to the market and get them. Whoa.. After i got back from the market, i called mama for the procedures. When was the last time i cooked? -shrugged- oh well..

I didnt plan properly..so the kitchen was in a mess. hehhe.. My brother was expecting some burnt noodle but too bad dearest brother.. i managed to cook wonderfully. omg.. im so proud of myself.. its not that difficult afterall.. Who wants me to cook for them..i'll be at ur service.. hahha.. -winks-

Then i slept coz my sis slept. hehhe.. Was suppose to study but i wasnt in the mood.. SHIT...! When i woke up, sis asked if i wanna follow them to watch the fireworks.. WHy NOT? So i tagged along. I thought its gonna be a short one. OMG... ITS SUPER NICE LAH... Kinda pack and those hooligans cant keep their mouth shut. idiot! BAby accompanied me throughout my journey home. HOw sweet. Poor thing.. he is now searching for food. Too bad we live far apart, or i can send u my spaghetti. lalalalal...

I hafta start studying!!!! Kill me if i dont..plz! who would do the honour? :)

I love those who misses me.. lalalalal.... MISS U TOOOOO....!

FUCK! At times, i just hate my family. What do they think i am huh! Just because im the youngest, i have to do everything. Left with no choice to decide? WTF lah! MIght as well i go and die and see who they depend on to do such things. BLoody shit lah! ARGH! I wanna get out of this house...!!! HOw i wish my dad is around!

Question... : Why 'relationship' always ruin one person?

I realised that whenever u have that special someone, yes, u will be happy but not for long. Due to that, it will lead people to unhappiness. I have friends who are in this kinda situation. Liking someone who dont like or love u back is frustrating , i guess. It will make people go crazy, thinking of just how to get that someone to be theirs. And when they do that, they forgot what's happening around them. Always moody, never wanna cheer up, even if their friends tried to help. Seeeee what i mean.. The 'R' word can really change someone, be it better or worst.

Yes i know. I've always wanted a 'boyfriend'. But like i said 'having a boyfriend is troublesome but not having one is BORING!'. Usually when u have one, u'd wish u dont have any but if u dont have one ,u'd wish u have. HOw ironic, right?

I cant help envying people who have someone who cares abt them. Oh come on, u know what kinda care im talking about,right! The one who always think of u, call u, sms u, shower u with his love and all.. oh, i missed all that. heee..

I want a boyfriend or at least someone who cares for me. I used to have one the last time. But he's all moody now, only thinking of the girl he likes. Well, its fine by me. Only that i dont feel anything from him anymore. Dont get me wrong, we were close but not to the extend whereby we...oh, u know what, forget it. hee.. I wish to be happy. As a matter of fact, i am happy, provided i dont think of all that awful stuff lah. I have to keep telling myself to stay happy.. and i will.. :)

Friends do help me alot. AS long as i have them, i dont have to worry.. THanks to thos who have been there for me... Love u all...!

you can break with ur boyfriends or girlfriends but never break ur friendship coz it worth more than relationship.. till den...