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ok..i must be very stupid as to vent my anger and frustration on others. im sorry guys. I was being too emotional that i forgot how to be sensible. I use my heart instead of my brain. Yes i felt like shit yesterday but today's worst coz none of u are speaking to me. Blame on my stupidity. One of u tried to bring me back to reality. Another tried to listen but threw ur temper when i was just about to tell. Yes, i am being stubborn.But i myself dont wanna feel that way, but that freaking thing just came without me knowing. Im so sorry u guys... u're not there when i needed u... how i wish i have someone to embrace me in his arms and say 'i love u'... Pasir ris sec had their forth band concert today and im included. That's my first time performing at the VCH. not much different actually. Ouh man, its fun lah. We cheered and did all that stuff. Summary:- -Reached prss at 12+. -Tuned. -Practice for 3hrs at VCH. -Dinner. -People begining to fill up the seats. woohoo.. was excited and nervous. -The first half was faster than expected. -Interval, took pictures. -Second half was fun! with all the crazy songs. -Took pictures. -Slacked with don,szeyong,bert and cam. -home-ed. yup, that's what happened todae. I want to tell the whole story, from A-Z but as u noe, i have short term memory. Hehhe.. Too bad. Nevertheless, those memories will stay in my head as long as my brain could store them. hehhe.. Gonna miss disturbing aminah. hehhe.. Gonna miss the prss band.. IM MISSING CHANGKAT BAND! oh.. wadahell.. pictures have been uploaded! ENJOY! its below the tagboard if ur still wondering.. Brrrr... 190606- Went to sentosa with emilia, shane, millie, amanda, jennica and julian. The weather was great... Not much of mr sun. Coz i dont wanna grow darker. Its a disadvantage to the rest lah coz they wanted to sun tan.. hahha.. T'was raining when we arrived... luckily it didnt drag till later. I didnt want to swin in the sea coz im having my..erm.. nvm. but then the rest persuaded me. Oh wadahell, soon after, i was in the sea. woohoo... Damn funny when anyone of us stepped onto the muddy+seaweed area. Shane's scared of DEEP AREA! He didnt wanna swim across the sea. hahha.. Coward man that boy. Did lots of shit lah just now. Had fun though. Oh, saw syaza and joy at the mrt station. Didnt know they would go to sentosa. We tried to guess lah..but it couldnt be since they were wearing jeans and erm...jacket? But then, we saw them again at the bridge.. we were around that area. Oh, wadahell... After which, we changed and train-ed to town for our dinner. Ate at Far East. Then waited for cat to arrive. Poor cat had an accident. Couldnt join us for the whole thing. Walked to cine. WAnted to slack there when mama called, saying that she got no keys. And shes outside the house. WAdahell... Askd her to go to my aunt's place, dun want. And so..i left the girls, shane came along. Guess hes tired. Then, half way through, mama called, saying that shes at my aunt's place, WADAHELL!!! shudnt have gone home lah.. URGH! hahha.. nvm... Oh, jen reminded me of my sec 2 years. Or was it sec 3. When i was a prefect, i always stopped her for not tie-ing up her hair and amanda, for nt tucking in tha shirt. OMG! how horrible could i be? hahha.. sorry girls. hahhahh... No wonder they hated me. I said HATED. Wait, they still hate me not? hahha... BETTER NOT LOR! I felt like a popular girl in school when they( the girls) asked for my number. Hahah... wadahell diana.. erm...wad else ar.......???? lalalalala.... i guess that's about it lah. Cannot think alr lah.. so tired. We played freesbis in water juz now. EMILIA sabo me lah. Always throw at the wrong direction. Then i had to swim. SO tired. hahha... MUST go out again ok.. When all of us are freeeeeee................................!!!! oh, PICTURES UPLOADED! The tagboard coloumn, scroll down and u'll see the folders. Under SENTOSA-ING! my destiny- christina aguilera & jim brickman. The more i listen to this song, the worst i'll feel. One thing for sure, i have no one to dedicate this song to, when initially, i thought i had. Why cant i just be as happy as everyone else. Yes, im happy to see my loved ones happy, but sometimes, i envy them. Fuck.. i hate myself sometimes. What if I never knew What if I never found you I'd never had this feeling In my heart How did this come to be I don't know how you found me But from the moment I saw you Deep inside my heart I knew Baby, you're my destiny You and I were meant to be With all my heart and soulI give my love to have and hold And as far as I can see You were always meant to be My destiny I wanted someone like you Someone that I could hold onto And give my love Until the end of time But forever was just a word Something I'd only heard about But now you're always there for me When you say forever I'll believe Baby, you're my destiny You and I were meant to be With all my heart and soul I give my love to have and hold And as far as I can see You were always meant to be My destiny Maybe all we need Is just a little faith. Cause baby, i believe That love will find a way. hey.. Oh baby, you're my destiny You and I were meant to be with all my heart and soul I give my love to have and hold And as far as I can see You were always meant to be My destiny... happy father's dae, abah... WEnt to changkat band just now...gosh..i miss them...miss the atmosphere the most.. CAmilla, sze yong, don and fabian really made me feel belonged. Thanx darlings... hehhe... i was praised by sir.. that my sound is nicer now. woohoo..thats the first. but personally, i know i still have to improve coz my higher notes sux! I LOVE CHANGKAT BAND! oh oh...sir said he'll return us our uniform. and keep it coz its ours. How cool is that? Then if we ever have any performance or so, we'll wear that, including sir and da other alumni and guests. He's gonna make extras for them. Ouhhh... i miss wearing that stupid uniform. hahha.. My friend called and asked if i wanna follow her to her friend's birthday celebration. When i heard my another fwen's name, i agreed. End up, she couldnt make it. That was fine. OMG!! We were brought to a pub lah. PUB! With those so called 'gangster' drink, pool and slack. I tell u.. at that moment, i was freaking scared. i wanna get out of that place. There's smoke everywhere. OMg, i could suffocate to death man. But i controlled. I so dont blend in the group. What do u expect, they aint my type of people. DUH! If i knew about the people i were to meet, i would never agreed on following. REGRETTED! at 9.30, i followed my baby's suggestion, and excused myself....and finally, head home. I smell of cigerrate!!! EEEEEEEEEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII........... MY BABY"S BACK!!!!! YEY!!!!!! MISS U..... Yey...having holiday now..but im suppose to study coz after this break..i'll be having exams... argh! Hmm.. i feel like there's lots to blog..but i juz cant be bothered lah.. don't even noe how and where to start. Today's sis's bdae.. yesternyd i wrote her a card.. i didnt noe what i wrote that when i woke up this morning, i received a msg from her, stating that she cried after reading. wadahell..siao. HAPPY BITHDAY KAKAK...! LOve u.... Baby's gone to bintan.. so fun.. i want! miss my gfs...oh..duno what's happening with the other one. (shrugged...shake head) Naq and me decided to play for vivala.. only attended a pract so far..gonna attend tmr's pract as well.. and we're left with less than 2 wks? yup.. aint we 'pro'..? hope i wont make a fool of myself.. its not my band afterall..if i were to make mistakes..i'll b ashame of myself. HELP! I wonder when someone will look into my eyes and say.. 'i love u' with such sincerity. AAwwww... i miss u... First Love - Utada Hikaru |
