Apologise for the long absence. My computer went wrong. Urgh. Bloody hell.

Oh well, the kids are fine. I got the first complain on thursday. Wadahell. That spoilt brat. Oh, im bad. But i cant help it. Got my first pay already. But i have not check my account.

Bought Adidas sport shoe (i need one), sports bra and sleevless top. All that for my netball training on wednesdays. Oh, im playing with my cousin and her team, mostly nurses. And i'll be coaching changkat netballers every mon and thurs. Didnt know im that good to coach a team. Or mayb, as usual, the school is too budget. They couldnt afford pro coach for a long time, so they employed me. Bloody hell. Im gonna make sure i'll get paid. Wahhahha..

Baby, i miss you. When will i see u again....Hopefully...soon.




Heartbroken.

Its been a rainy week. We raised the temperature every so often. The kids were cold even with their jackets on. Im begining to love them. They are angels. Well, most.

Curiosity 1, urgh! Same as ever. Lots of crying. Very stubborn and all. And the teacher, urgh, i dont wish to talk about her.

Curiosity 3, still the best. Ive uploaded pictures of them. Take a look at these adorable kids. Under "curiosity 3" Its a must. THey are really the best, in alot of ways.

Curiosity 5, erm.. getting cuter each day. No problem managing them. Had fun through out. Only thing, i tend to slack or gt cranky if im tired. So far , ive only scolded the first class. The other 2, nope!

I have nothing else to talk about other than the kids...coz they always make my day.

Its way better today. Alot better.. other than the cryings lah. Surprisingly, Calvin didnt cry today. He didnt even ask for mummy. He listened to what i said and he played with his friends. And he said " I want you" when Ivanna said she doesnt want me. How strange.. I had to clean her ass and wash her soiled undies and she told me she dont like me. Wadahell! I think maybe because i scolded her when she pushed her friends hard till she fell. Ooppss..

So anyways, only Jolin and Jacob cried the whole day. Arent they tired? Samuel was better today. At least he listened to us. I still find Curiosity 3 is way better than curiosity 1 and 5. And i really mean it. Curiosity 5 was cute as usual. Vinay and Nigel sat together during Sharing and they communicated with each othter with their own language. So, Vinay spoke in tamil and Nigel spoke in chinese. How adorable.. And they understood each other coz they both nodded.

Ashraf was more open today. He didnt just stood there like a lost child. He played at the kitchen corner during PP and and jumped continuously during outdoor. So cute lah. REally. Must believe me ok. Hanafi also jumped around. He had lots of fun i supposed...

Last 15mins, we gave them a drawing and they coloured. Hanafi cough continuosly. I gave him plain water to drink, afraid something might stuck in his throat. But then he refused and said " my stomach pain" Went back to his seat and he vomitted in my hand. I stayed calm and brought him to the bin. He threw up alot lah. Poor boy. Then i brought him to the boy's toilet. along the way, he puked again and again when we were in the toilet. I took his clothes off and wipe his face. He was so calm. Such a good boy. He'll be so handsome when he grow up. Oh, then his mummy came. I experianced alot ok for the first week.. but i enjoy it.

Some kids are already attached to me. Everywhere i go, they'll follow. So attached that i dont want to leave them on 31st march.

Finally, i can wake up later than usual tomorrow. But i have to be up at 9 am. Gonna receive my scholarship. Money! Money! Money!

I want a boyfriend. But then again, i dont want. How ironic! I have my reasons aight. Hee..

I came early to start out with. So i wasted my time by reading at the playground nearby.. I reported at 0745. There were kids everywhere. Cant wait for the first batch of kids to enter the small and cold classroom..(its air-conditioned everywhere)

Samuel was the first boy to arrive and he was very good. Sat on the floor and waved good bye to his parents. Then the others began to enter. Some of them cried, expected. Once settled down, Samuel began to cry, followed by some others. Its a nightmare i tell u. The crying was very contagious..

I had to bring Samuel and Joel out to ease them. Brought them to the refreshment area and took out a big container of Lego. They were still sobbing and asking for mummy after half an hour. Thank goodness, Joel managed to stop, but not Samuel. Teacher Nora brought him near to his brother's classroom. I continued playing with Joel. So i missed the first day with the rest of CURIOSITY 1.

At 1015, the next batch of people arrived. Here the parents made a mistake. They entered the room. So the kids were clinging on them. 3 of them cried but the rest were angels. Mdm ong and I had to grabbed 2 boys away frm their mummy. Calvin hit me and said i was bad. How adorable. hehhe.. He ran to one corner and cried. I went over to him and he screamed. Its very high pitch, like a screeching sound. Such a sore to the ears. The more i tried to talk to him or touch him, the more he'd scream. I cant leave him alone along the corridor right? So i walked around, enter the boys toilet and juz washed ma hands and checked my hair(which i had to squad coz its very low) told him i'd call his mother and sisiter to come and fetched him. Sat beside him. Later he actually talked to me. All the " I want mummy" kinda stuff. No more crying badly and screaming. Then i carried him, i duno why. He hugged me and didnt wanna let go. So tight. And he hid his face and cried on my shoulder. I had to assure him that his mummy will come. "Ok, teacher promise u mummy will come ok. U have to stop crying, or else mummy will not bring u home" He did lah. I went into the classroom but he doesnt wanna let go of me. So i swayed slowly until he fell asleep. I thought im a teacher, not a babysitter?

I passed him to mdm Ong and played with the rest. They are so adorable. Really. CURIOSITY 3 is the best. At the end of 2 hours, everyone was ok. We sang goodbye song. Its so cute when they said "goodbye teacher diana. see u tomorrow" Then i told them that i dont want to see anyone crying, especially Calvin. He nodded.

I didnt realise its lunch time.. Ate Nasi goreng mama.

At 1pm, Learning Advanture 6 entered. This class was not that bad.A girl cried but for awhile. But the classs was so dead and clueless. But its so cute. I like Hanafi. Hes so cute lah. Very. Asraf is the other cute one. Hes so small and expression-less. Hahha.. When we had music and movement, he only stood there, mayb thinking, what are this 2 teachers doing(mind u, we were exaggerating every movement, so u can imagine how ugly it was.. hahha) Nigel was so good and quiet at first. But by the time its refreshment time, my goodness, he showed his true colour. Very naughty. and he likes me i guess. Keep following me. And the worst thing was that, he's speaking to me in chinese. Wadahell!

By the time it's 3 pm, i started yawning. Its tiring ok. And after so long of not waking up at 6, it felt horrible. I had 2 hours of free period. Did some stuff.

On the first day only, I had to handle a boy who vomitted coz too much crying, a girl who poo-poo and lots of pee-ing. "teacher, wa yao sao pian", "teacher, i want to pee", "teacher, i want to poo-poo", "teacher" and nothing else was said but showed me they wanted to go to the toilet. Ivanna, the girl who poo-pooed, wet her panty. I had to wash it sia. Crap! But its ok..

I cant wait for tomorrow. Hope they wont cry anymore but i doubt so. I just love them can? They are awfully adorable eventhough its horribly tiring taking care and playing with them and trying to make them understand us and trying to understand what they say. Bt i'll be glad to wait for them at the door with a welcoming smile. U should see the look on their faces. They will just stay in ur mind forever. Glad i took up this job..

Curiosity 1 & 3 and Learning advanture, teacher will be waiting for you.. No more crying ok. Good boy/girl. (a pat on their head)

I miss Edwin Phee. I dont Know why. I want us to be like how we used to be. But i doubt it will happen. Im moving on... but u are still on my mind....



I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you
I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our privated lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say
Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever

Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And nowI'm singing 'cause you're so,
so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever

Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you
Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you

I love this song..

It was my first day of work today. Nothing much has happened. The drama will start tomorrow though. Just be prepared with ear plugs. Lots of crying i tell u.. And i feel like crying now..

Im very sure naqiah was pretty shocked when she saw me entering her chalet. I told her i wont be coming. Seriously, i thought i'd no chance to coz we were having family day on the same day. Obviously mama won't approve But then, when i askd her casully the night before, she let me go. How wonderful...

Had to wake up at 0930 when my cousin called, asking me to accompany my other cousin at the beach. So the 2 of us waited for the rest and the FOOD for like 2 hours. Damn!!! SHould have known better. But we managed to get the big shelter. Very convenient for those whos gonna pray. Then we fixed 2 so called canopy, one above the pit and the other above the cooked food. Eat, slacked, played soccer, played water polo, packed and finally home. It kept raining every now and then. I went home earlier to change. After which i met ayu and we cabbed over to costa sand.

Seriously, one of naq's cousin really looked like Jihadi. His smile, side-view, the way he positioned himself when he sat and everything. Don't get me wrong. Though im Totally got over and done with jihadi, the temptation made me looked at him(daniel) so... oftenly. heee... But this daniel guy is cuter coz he has dimples. Heee.. i like!!! Well, had fun slacking with her cousins though. I hope she likes the present. Have to change the size though. Didn't know ur feet's quite big. And the card as well.

When syaza came after awhile, hidayu was like.. urgh! U should see the look on her face. Shes on cloud nine like she mentioned. Joy called after that. I felt bad for talking to her in front of her. But nevermind.

Im sticky right now and wished to bathe. Night people!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!