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Naqiah*
Hidayu*
Syaza*
Kartika*
Lina(bds)*
Bubu(Bds)*
Nazurah*
Widya*
Shamida*
Ayieen*
Zhengyi*
Ella*
Syafiq*
Crystal*
Emilia*
Nadiyah*
Chew Sian*
Desi*
Shane*
Shalson*
Raudhah*
Lyn*
Rohaida*
Serene*
Haryana*
Adilah*
Alia*
Mus*
Joey*
Szeyeong*
Jub*
Selina*
Ruzanna*
Sylbest*
WanXin*
Efa*
Nano*
Zoe*
Yasmin* archives
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Where should i start? Well,i was awakened by joy around 10:30am. Damn! Was still sleepy though. But the thought of her coming made me woke up. After my shower, went to interchange to buy some stuff. Later she arrived. Tried to learn how to play piano but failed! LOUSY USELESS FREAK! At 3:30pm, i started to get ready for graduation night. I kept praying that my eyes will turn out nice coz it was my first time painting my eyes with black and white eyeshadow. And TADA! I did it..! CHanged, took some pics with joy and cabbed to school. Ya, school. Pathetic! But bttr than nothing. REached eastpoint. Very pai seh ok! Really! Met my friends and went into the school. WOW! The express students really spent their money on their outfit. Nice nice nice! blablabla.. Look at the pics(uploaded) and it explains all. I was touched upon watching mr quek's presentation. The girls did a good job on that. I was glad and i hope the rest were glad as well, especially mr quek! Had a cake-cutting session. I hope this memory will be with him forever. Really love him lots. Sucha great teacher! Snap here and there. Then proceeded to raffles to buy food cause we were starving. Then walked all the way to esplanade. SAt at the garden and ate our dinner. Trained home. I'M SO GONNA MISS EVERYONE!!! Its so strange not to see them everyday now. Im gonna miss the times we spent in class. As united as ever, we 'cabut' frm lessons together.(eh, only for holiday remedials ok) ARGH!!!! MEMORIES MEMORIES MEMORIES!!! Its ok, im cool. Lets keep in touch ayte! As we go on We remember All the times we Had together And as our lifes change Come whatever WE WILL STILL BE FREINDS FOREVER! Pictures uploaded. -Hari Raya'05 -Raye with friends -BBQ -More outing(+last day of o level paper!) Graduation night tmr. CAnt wait to see how the rest dress up but i'm gonna miss them. All the 5n1 people! We are very close with each other. The bond is very strong. Boohoo... Yey! I'm left with one paper and that's it! I'm freeeeeeee!!!! I wonder how i look on graduation night on the 25th. I'm afraid i will 'over-dress'(is there such word?hahha) I'm looking foward to it even though its just something simple and we r having it in school AGAIN! But i don't mind at all. As long as we take LOTs and LOTS of pitures and we enjoy ourselves, its fine by me. I was thinking it would be nice to have 'my boyfriend' waiting outside the school after my graduation ends. Its so nice lah. But unfortunately, i dont have any. So basically, i dont have to think. Oh well, sad. hahha..I wonder where we'll go after that. I wouldnt wanna go home so early. Hell no! I kinda miss alot of people. HAve not been seeing them for quite some time. BUt nevermind, i think as long i have them in my heart, i dont have to see them in person. Agree? Enjoy the vid. That song is stuck in my head now! Darn! I've actually broken my own record! Yey-ness! I've finished up a novel of 500+ pages within 12 hours. Ain't that cool. As far as i'm concern, i've never done that. I've always wondered how my sis would finished up a novel like that within 1-3 days. But hey, i've completed it in a day. I'm so proud of myself. I do have distractions. i'm curious myself how i could possibly finish it. And i should actually used that 'precious' time to study but no! I'm just so engrossed with the oh-so-wonderful-book. I've been eye-ing on that book for days and i just couldn't avoid with the temptation. And there goes my saturday, on a book! Who cares? I've finally read on the book that i've been wanting to read cause the previous book of the same author by the name of CECELIA AHERN, attracts me! PS- I LOVE YOU was given to me on my 17th birthday by my cousin and its so heartwarming and at the end of the book, they introduced the next edition entitled WHERE RAINBOW ENDS(i just finished reading that!) I bet naqiah would scream if she read this.(oh yah, my ps i love u is still with u ar..) I know i know, this entry would be BORING for those who hate to read. I used to be in that catogary once but not anymore. I still have lots of books to read and i cant wait. I would recommend you these 2 books written by cecelia. Its a MUST READ novel! I'm serious! Any recommendation on other books by other authors?????? Update me! Thanks! Oh well, i SHOULD be studying but here i am blogging away at 0153 in the morning. Kinda sleepy though. Oh the book is so nice and sweet that it influenced me! It makes me wanna have a BOYFRIEND when i don't really want cause i'm scared! YES! SCARED! Afraid to be heartbroken again. Afraid to go through that difficult period time and time again. Afraid to hurt and be hurt again. Bla bla bla... So i won't take the risk. Mayb not for now. U know, while reading, there's this part which goes ' Ex-girlfriends can be easily forgotten but not (best)friends' That sounded rather familiar and BANG! It struck me. I was told that once by someone whom i was juz begining to fall in love with. Oh well, i've long forgot about that incident. (well, atleast most of the time) O level's gonna end pretty soooOOOONNNn!!! Yey! Cant wait! GOodie-goOdie! Well people, till then, take care ma love(s)! Looks can be deceiving. Very true. When someone of the opposite sex look so damn adorable, we'll have the urge to keep on looking. Better take ur eyes of them arh.. Naughty eh. Anyway, found a new friend but i don't think i wanna get close to him. By his behaviour and all, i can tell hes not really a good guy. Not that bad lah but not that good. Understand? Nevermind. I'm not judging him but that's what my friends told me. They know him better. I'm left with 2 papers and that's it. I'm freeeeee.... But i've got no confidence for my results. I don't think i did very well for my papers. I'm scared. I have a different feeling compared to when i took my n lvl examinations. Oh well, let the matter rest for the time being and start panicking when the results are almost out. I'm really scared lah. Don't tell me to relax and say i'll be find cause i wont! Seriously, i was freaking shock when he msged me. Ok, u will think i'm being childish but hey, i was really shocked ok. Unexpected LOR! And when he asked me to call him, believe it or not, i was freaking scared and felt awkward cause its been so long since i last called him. But u know, i acted cool.. Ha ha.. But i cant cause his place was DAMN noisy. So end up, i was acting like a retarded kid at starbucks. Kept saying "huh? wad? i cant hear u!" Stuff like that lah. Oh well, who cares. Anyway, thanx for the info. "Shingles" I'll remember. But mine is a totally different case from what u've learned ok! Went out with my two luvly friends juz now. Met zul first. We planned a last minute outing. Watched ' Just like heaven' Lina came after the show. Had our dinner, walked around TM and took pictures.(uploaded) Ayte, i'm tired. Gonna take my shower and think what i should do next. Take care! Psst* I'm going for boy-hunting after my O's. Who wanna tag along? Hahha.. Kidding. Errrmm, But who knows.. Wahahha.. Its so unfair..!!! I want that kind of passing out parade too! Its so bloody fun lah. The band majors had to do a simple display techniq and their songs were way better than ours! And the drum major's formation was wonderful! Oh well, its ok. As long as i had my excitement and had a great time of my own, why bother about theirs. Right? Ok, don't answer. I took a video during the pop. And i have to say this, "I'm SO PROUD OF MY DON-NY BOY!!!" REally! Cause, hes always been the i-dont-care type and juz do what i say, as in wad i instruct him lah. Hes my junior afterall. He has been under my care. Oh yah, so, when i saw him on the field marching macho-ly, i really am proud of him. My baby junior has grown up to be a man with confidence. He really got no confidence when he first join the band. Sometimes, when we push someone, it is for their own good. VERY TRUE! Xin hui too. Shes blowing and marching at the same time. And i can tell, shes very happy and happy and sooo happy that i think she will keep on singing the songs their played. It happened to me 2 years ago. I'm glad she went to the camp. It does help to boost her confidence. And as a major, she need that. Oh..shes another baby of mine that has grown up. Its so nice to see ur juniors growing up. Really! Took pictures(uploaded). Saw none of the 29th batch that i know. Saw mr nazreen. Hehe-haha with him for awhile. Bla bla bla, went to newton circle to have our dinner. Everyone was starving. Then train-ed home. Had maths paper 2 earlier on. Errmm... well, no comments. Its moderate lah. but i'm afraid if i had careless mistakes. Its bad enough to have mistakes. I dont need da careless-ness. I'm left with 3 papers and that's it..PARTY! I really hope i can at least pass ma subjects. Its scarey ok! I'm tired. NYD! So far, the papers ermm, ok-ok lah. I got no confidence. I wonder how badly i did. REALLy! Feeling very weak todae. NOt in the mood. Guess nt enough sleep. Sleeping over at naq's place today. YEY-ness! I miss u darling.. yes u, the one who love my pinky! Baby, i love u..ur such an angel! U make me laugh when i don't feel like it! loveuloveuloveu! I'm HUNGRY!!!!! AAARRRRGGGGGHHHHH....!!!!!!!! Why must it happen to me again!!! The same thing happened when i did my n level and now, history repeats itself. Wadahell! Confident population will come out.. YA RYD! UNFORTUNATELY, IT DIDN'T! #@$^*%&#^@^#!! Once i flipped the paper and see nothing got to do with population. i gave up already. Only did sbq. Seq, NOTHING! Not even the question number. I know nothing about anything! URGH!!! I suck at maths too i guess. No confidence lah. Was really down just now. Luckily ma baby's there to make my day..Must be wondering who right? guess lah.. Not my boyfriend, i don't have any anyway..so troublesomw! just someone so sweet and adorable! hee..Oh yah, so anyway, yah, overall, i suck big time today lah.... Dont talk about it. I dont wish to. Hmph! Having Chemistry tmr. I'm scared lah. Baby...HELP ME!!! Ok diana, stop with that baby thingey can? lallallall... I WANNA JALAN RAYE!! Oh ok..gonna take my shower now and mugmugmugmugmugmugmugmug!!!!! Wish me luck! Oh yah, hes back, back again. Very love him can??????? - Breakfast in silence - Cried upon hearing the 'takbir' - Mama was sobbing away - Very sad - Clean the house - Kept wondering if our clothes were ready - Didn't go to geylang - Dreamnt that our clothes weren't ready - De javu - Put on our four years back clothes - Surprisingly , it still fits nicely - Everyone was crying when asking for forgiveness - Went to mak's place. - Followed by the Normal routine every year - After maghrib, went to mak mi's place - All my aunts were comforting mama - Ate - Took pictures(uploaded) - Seek for forgiveness - Home sweet home at 1230am - $218 - Tired - Gonna mug like hell tmr - O lvl's in 3 days - AAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH....!!!!! SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN! Was supposed to go to national library with shane and joy juz now but joy back out last minute due to some shitty stuff that happened to her. Poor baby. So i met shane at bedok platform and board the train. I was thinking if there's any empty space for us to study but then again, is the library actually open during public holidays? We doubt so. We were so engross with the conversation that none of us realised that we actually missed the station. So we dropped at city hall and headed to DG. Went to plaza sing. but it was very crowded. Our 'brainy' friend thought there was still a macdonald's restaurant at YMCA and so we walked under the hot sun juz to find out that it has been replaced with an education service centre. WADAHELL! I was damn thirsty lah. Shane was happily drinking but i don't mind. Walked all the way back using another route and found ourselves a perfect place to study, LJS. Its somewhere near SMU. Very peaceful and all. Studied for 2 hours or so and made our way to the Istana. Our band has a performance there. It was a long way from the entrance to the place where the band was playing. Bloody far that we were panting when we reached the destination. I was sweating like a pig lah but i still got someone saying i look pretty. hahhah.. I REALLY DONT THINK SO! I was wearing a big t shirt that if i tied up my hair, people might mistaken me for a guy. SHYT! hahha. The band was great lah. I'm gonna miss being a member of the band. The thought of being an alumnus makes me feel sad. Oh well, its ok. I had my precious moments with them. THen, we headed back to LJ and sat down for another 2 hours, doing our revision. Breakfast there, stayed till 8. After which we went to p.s and had ice cream. FInally, decided to go home! Meeting shane tmr again for our revision! I'm left with a day to fast and that's it..its over. THat's how fast time flies. I'm not even aware. Its less than 24 hours and we'll b celebrating Hari raya but erm.. not really a celebration for me though.Dad's gone, no one to drive us around. Mama will not b in the mood. I will be sitting for ma O lvls and ermmm yah. My time will be fully occupied. ARGH! But look at the bright side. I'm finally completing my secondary education.YEY! Oh well, good night people..i'll be having another day of hardwork tmr. Studying and cleaning da house. So i need a good rest tonight which left me about 3-4 hours to sleep? yah.. ok then..zzZZZZzZzzzz... 5 DAYS TO O LEVEL! FARK lah! i hate everything and everyone at this very moment. My mood has been affected by that farking incident. I don't wish to talk or see anyone. GO AWAY! |
