juz taken ma shower..man it feels so goOD..! ok..went out wif ma pri skul fwens juz now..lemme recall..seri,her fwen, ika,salima, nazurah,fahmi,ashaari, dzul,aziz,haxiq, irsharudin.. JD and azri came latr.. ok..quite fun lah. man..i miss dem..dey were lyk der fer me..thanx.. i wasnt in a gd mood sumtym in d evening..(adelah eh..jgn kepo) bt ma fwens cheered me up..thanx again..took lots of pics..really enjoy their company..i think ders no nd fer me to write down wad happened todae.. wer we went and bla bla bla..as always..em lazy..ahak..! ok..em in no mood to update anymore.. ma mind has bn disturbed..urgh..!

ouch..! ma shoulder hurts alot each tym i lift up ma right arm. wanna noe y..? i played wif da maze.. ders open house in skul juz now..reached skul ard 8am da members only brought down da instruments... haven even start wif da deco.. hmm... put up da posters i made.. simple but nice ok..hehe.. lay da instruments on da table and dats abt it..nothing much.. den ma junior brought down da maze.. and i was wearing jeans and nco shirt..so, i pretended i was da drum major.. learn sum basic stuff frm ma junior coz he went fer da drum major course dis yr.. den i tried to throw dat bloody maze up..i managed to catch it back..moz of da tym.. coOL..! guess wad..ma drum major, kairui, was afraid of throwing..wad da..! hes da drum major ayte..ok2..den we tried to march..i lead da squad. had fun..so i add in sum formation.. we were lyk idiots.. marching up and down da parade square..da rez were watching.. mr goh saw us practicing and he was smiling away coz he nvr seen us doing dat b4..and he saw me catching da maze aftr throwing it high up.. wow..! played sum songs..had fun lah..as usual..

0230pm..i went off..its bertram's shift..so naqiah, hidayu and i went to whyd sand to buy sum stuff..den watched TAXI at tm..damn da movie was goOD..! funny and its worth watching.. had fun today but i wasnt 100% happy..something's troubling me.. shyt..!! argh..!!!

snif!snif! wen am i gonna get well..damn..! ok..went fer band prac..was supposed to reach skul at 0730.. but hey..i woke up at 1030.. coOL! took ma shower, changed and took a cab to skul.. and it cost me 4 bucks. nvm.. reached band room, sir was not der.. hmm.. den gt to noe dat sir wanted to take 1 of ma horn player to trumpet sect.. its either li ping or don..me and fabian r safe. em so gonna miss him/her. *sobz* bla bla bla..after lunch, sir gave us a piece entitled PIRATES OF CARIBBEAN...! oh ma gawd..i lyk..dat was wad i was waiting fer after nadiyah taught me sum parts on her trombone. we played rather well fer sight reading.. wait till we practice dat piece..sure its gonna b a BOMB...!! ahak..! ayte..went fer sectionals fer 40 mins..den combined frm 0330pm-0500pm. we went thru all da concert pieces..its lyk 10 or more.. damn ma lips and teeth hurts. and i had to take da timing..double damn...!

rushed home coz JD said he and gang wanna cum ova after kadir's place wic is opp mine. i was supposed to follow dem bt last min all da gurls back out..so i changed ma mind too.. furthermore, i was quite bz wif band.. ok..dey came 10 mins after i gt home..ders 9 of dem..i was singing wif ma brader wen dey came.. heheh shy lah.. but wad da hell.. after placing their butt on ma sofa..dey started choosing da songs..nk nyanyi lah tu..but dey kept passing ard da mic. quite funny lah..nyanyi main2.. after serving..i sat wif dem..skali dey asked me to sing wif dis guy..i dunno his name..i dun even noe him..! lagu dua insan seh.. wad da...! stupid idiot..b4 i sang..i told dem em sick..so ma voice can juz go bluek while singing..and it did.. idiot..memalukn je tp i dun give a damn..cont singing..i dunno wad da rez were thinking..ok i sounded really awful.. suare sengau beb..heheh.. b4 7pm, dey went off.. ard 0830pm..radhiah and fwens came..only 4 of dem.. btul kate ko lina..mcm datin..heheh.. dey left da house ard 9+ lah..den since mama altered her clothes..i gave her mine to alter as well.. ma clothes were so damn big.. satisfied wif da clothes..i took ma shower.. and here am i..updating ma blog..hmm..so dats abt it lah.. ders open house tmr..in skul..hav to reach skul in da morning to prepare da stuff.. band!band!band! haiz...

wad a dae..!!! went fer band prac in da morning.. played wif da woodwinds and perc. brass session was in d afternun..but i had to switch da timing. went out wif ma sec skul fwens juz now..i had to rush home, change and meet dem at tamp. luckily ma brader was taking da same route..so he dropped me off at tamp..rode his super 4 bike. wasnt in da mood at fers coz em tired and sick..so i kept quiet. but after warming up..i became active again..but i can sense da difference. dis yr's hari raye wasnt as exciting as da past yr's..mayb not many ppl.. and fathiah brought along her bf and brader and her guy's fwens..ok..kinda complicated..but we wasnt dat happy.. nvm.. gt home earlier coz i had to go to ma aunts house..shes very particular abt our presence..nothing much to update..furthermore, i cant think much coz em coughing and sneezing and keep blowing ma nose..urgh...!!!

alamak!!! i gt running nose sia..i juz had dat few wks ago, during fasting month.. and here it cums again.. damn..!!from coughing only to coughing + running nose and again..ma whole mouth insyd..itch.. dis month..every1 at hm fell sick..and it all started by me.. hahah.. coOL..! argh..!! but i hate to fall sick..and em not into taking medicine. bluek..! not afraid..juz lazy :p

ma body aching..so tired. soon aftr i gt out frm da toilet aftr taking ma shower, ma aunt came..and continuously..frm 12noon to 11+pm. can u imagine dat.. keep washing da dishes.. serving da guest..topped up da kueh and bla bla bla..luv hari raye but hate hari raye as well..if u noe wad i mean..

ma tym will b fully occupied da whole wk..frm 22nd-26th nov..
22nd- morning:band,afternun: jln raye wif sec fwens..
23rd- buy and design fer da deco stuff..
24th- morning:band,afternun: jln raye wif JD and fwens..(his fwens lah..urgh..!!)
25th- open house in skul..
26th- ahuh..going out wif JD..fer wad..? fer me to noe..fer u to find out..

well..tite schedule ryd..GOSH...!!! em soO gonna die by d end of nex wk..

juz gt back frm skul.. yup..its lyk 11:45pm now..u muz b wondering y i came back soO late.. mr president came to ma skul..we had dis charity fund raising thingey.. wow..grand sia.. only invited guest were allowed to enter da skul.. em so honoured to b part of da thing. i din dance..ma juniors sumhow or rather din wan us,da 4 of us, to dance..its ok..dey r 'soO gd' alr wad.. dun nd us anymore..(kalo tk pasal kite2 yg train dorng..dey wun be dat gd ok..as da matter of fact..dey aint dat gd afterall.. joget berterabuh..tk tau coordinate..wadeva..!!) luckily ma band is not lyk dat..we treasure our alumni and fwens..em so happy and fortunate to be a part of band family.. ok.

we reported to da band rum ard 0230pm. prac fer awhile..den gt full dress rehearsal..it went smoothly evn thou ders sum las min changes.luckily ma band mates listened to me.. i luv dem man..*muah* bla bla bla..den da whole grp of alumni came togeder and we had sum fwens joining us.. grateful to hav dem all..had nasi briyani fer dinner..it was provided.. da taste..not dat bad lah.den stayed in ava rum till 0845pm till we were given da q to go down. so many tables and chairs.. almoz 70 tables squeez in da quadrangle. and each table cost $500 and above. oh ma gawd...!!!da performance was damn great..expt fer da choir lah. bluak..! band and dance were da best..

after all da stage performance, each grp had d opportunity to take pictures wif mr president. only da performers.. cool..band was da noisiest but wad da hell.. mr nathan kept smiling.. lots of picture taken.. fer skul mag lah.. ape lah.. not too sure if da pics will cum out in da paper tmr.. well..mr png went back earlier coz he needs to fly to bangkok.. i juz luv ma bandmates.. dey follow instructions.. every1 has d initiative to help oders..wah..improve alot man.. i dismissed da band ard 1100pm.i it was raining..wondering how m i gonna gt hm.. ahuh.. abg nahar came to da rescue. hes ma cuzzen cum a teacher in ma skul.. so i gt a free ride lah..alhamdulillah.. :p ok den.. da cough really irritates me.. gonna take ma shower..den ma medicine and go to bed.. nyd!

em sick..!!! coughing practically every 2-3 mins..gosh..ma throat is damn itchy..almoz vomit if da cough is really bad.. went fer band prac juz now..frm 0800am-0530pm. almoz 10 hrs in skul.. each tym i tuk a deep breath, i'll cough..so..b4 i blow ma fers note, i'll cough..so irritating..cough till ma face turned red..sum of ma fwens showed their concern..aaawww...em so touched. gt lots of things to think abt juz now..and obviously,i frgt sum of dem.fer eg.. i announced to da squad: ALL HEAD OF DEPARTMENTS,LTR,CUM AND SEE ME..UNDERSTAND. dey replied:YES MA'AM.. but none of dem came to see me wen em no wer to b found..em surrounded by da members..nvm..i'll tell dem tmr..hai..ders band tmr and da dae after.. mayb mon going out wif pri skul fwens..and nx fri, mayb meeting ma baby.. big dae lah.. well..dats abt it..em still coughing..ouch..! ma throat hurt so badly..... :(

ayte..i'll summaries wad had happened fer da last 3 daes..

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woke up ard 0730am..juz to help mama.. shes all alone in da kitchen. cooking various dishes.. i wasnt in da mood fer cooking thou..but wad to do..cut wadeva i hav to cut lah..but mainly, mama did da cooking.i was still in da sleeping mood..ahak..! den..mama and dad went to JB to collect our supposed-to-hav-3 pairs- of clothes each. but hey..da tailor only had da tym to finish a pair..wic was fer da fers dae of raye. idiot sia..! waited fer 2 mnths and dats d only pair she gave us.. da rez, mama gonna collect dem dis fri..(i hope) wen she gt home..we alr started wif da cleaning. kakak in charge of da kitchen. abg, da windows and i..da floor. damn..i had difficulties removin' da stains.. i dun even wanna mention how long i took and how i did..u juz hav to noe dat at d end of da dae..i was exhausted.. whole body was aching. did lots of things.. at abt 0130am..we finished everthing.. ma house lukd so brand new. after changing, dad,mama,kakak and i went to geylang..bought carpet.. gt home ard 5am.. zzZZZzzz...!!!!*ppsstt..i managed to fast fer da whole month..*

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i was forced to wake up coz its alr 1130am. mak kept calling..asking wen we'll b der..as usual..ma fam were d last 1 to arrive. nothing new abt dat ever since kakak and i enterd da teenage werld. mama had to alter kakak's and ma kebaye..coz its damn big.. dunno if we were fatter wen we tuk da measurements.. after changing and beautify ourselves..asking fer forgivness was sumthing we were waiting fer..oder families cried..but mine..nah..only mama..even thou we din cry..we were still sincere ok! reached maks place..ate, tuk pictures,again..askd fer fergivness den proceed to da nex house..and so on and so forth.. basically, we did da same thing everywer. 0630pm..went home coz ma uncle wanna cum ova since hes alr at bedok..after maghrib, went to ma auntz place.. ma dadz syd.since all ma 4 grands had passed away..we had to gather at d elders's place. ever1 was der by da tym we reached at mak mon's place. crowded sia.. ok..ma left arm was injured. i dunno y.. da pain suddenly attacked and i had to hold ma hand as if i had a broken bone.. or shall i say ma tulang lenguh,bisa and sengal. ouch..!! usually,it only lasted fer a few mins but dat dae..is doesnt go away..kept asking mama to massage ma arm.. suddenly,i cried coz da pain was unbearable. only after i cried, all of dem believed i was in great pain..coz i seldom cry. den dey began to show concern..nt dat em asking fer dem..as a matter of fact..i dun bother abt dem..i shut ma eyes and tried to fight da pain..i did nothing much..lay down besyd abah..coz hes also sick. having fever..ate alil bit..tuk sum pics.. dat moment..da pain wasnt dat terrible but ard 12+..wen we were abt to leave da house..da pain came back.. i dun wanna say anything..so i kept quiet..almoz cried but i hold back ma tears. reached hm, tuk ma shower and went 2 bed..fergt to take medicine..

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i woke up ard 0730am coz da pain came bk.. i tried to go back to slp and bear wif da pain.. again..at 0930am..da pain attcked..woke up..went outsyd and sat down..mama saw ma em-in-pain expression..so she tuk towel and hot water and dap on ma arm. i was told to take ma shower b4 applying da minyak serai.. haiz..really had to fight wif da pain or i wun gt maself cleand up. we tot of going out wen abah gt up..but ppl kept calling..wanted to cum ova..hai..terkendala until 6pm.. finally, we went out after maghrib.. coverd 5 houses..not bad lah.. 5 houses..$50.hehe..gooOOd..! ma arm wasnt as painful as yesterdae's. thank god.. reached hm ard 12+..and em still awake..its alr 0245am. gosh..nvm..not skuling tmr...yahooOO..!!!

em coughing..non stp since yesterdae..and juz now,i was abt to vomit..but i managed to control it. damn..ma throat is so itchy..and now, ma tapak tgn da terkopek2..coz of da mopping..da erm..shall i cal it detergent? nvm..its very acidic.. em applying lotion more den i usually do.. alrighty den..dats all i guess. gonna slp ryd aftr dis..ma eyes cant take it anymore..*yawn*

gosh....wad a dae..woke up ard 11+..ma uncle called..he wanted to cum ova..to pass ma dad sum medicine..damn..i was having a wonderful dream...nvm. after ma shower.. dunno wad came ova me..i started wif ma usual chores.. den i tuk a pail,filled it wif water,tuk a cloth and JIF and clean da house..wads wrong wif me..mama din even askd me to clean da house..nvm..eh wait..i fergt to mention..i did everything on ma own. da rez were werking..em begining to b a full-tym maid since its skul holz. damn.. tmr wun be so busy..juz hav to cook, mop da floor, change da curtains and cushion cover and dats abt it.. yay...! oh ma gawd..hari raya is in 2 daes tym.. so fast.. hey..guess wad..i fast fer da whole month. hopefully ma menses wun cum tmr.. den i wun hav to repay ma fast..isnt dat great..! oh yah..taufik's still in..cool..! i cant wait fer da nex episode of da champz.. hate yilin to da core man.. she sux lyk hell.. wadeva.. mama's gonna collect our whole lot of baju raye tmr.. shes going to JB early in da morning.. cant wit to see d outcum..i'll kill da nyonya if ma baju din turn out well.. ahak..! well.. dats abt it.. SLAMAT HARI RAYE MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN KPD SMUER KWN2 BETA..muah.

hey..juz gt back..went to geylang wif JD.. met e/o ard 08:30pm.. coincidentally..we wore da same colour top.. BLACK..!! haha.. i reached fers..din see him cuming..wen he came nearer..bof of us smiled..y?duh...coz we wore da same colour..it happens a couple of tyms[mcm tau2 je] anyway..went to top up ma ez link fers..den off to geylang. da bus was crowded but dat doesnt stop us frm toking..i mean we had lots to tok abt.. nvm..walked ard geylang..he bought songkok..searching fer baju kurung..but dun hav any colour in mind.. keep asking wad colour i hav..gt to noe we bof hav red+black.. think gonna wear dat IF we jln raye togeder.. walked here and der but din buy anything..stupid sia.. saw many of his fwens..fers lini den saw 1 grp and da gurls was lyk"JIHADI! JIHADI!" i was lyk "huh...?" bla bla bla..den saw hafiz and fwens.. den came to a point we end up walking near a bus stop..so he suggested we go home..hes tired and so am i..so..took bus home.. went to Mac to buy his meal.. den sent me home..thou we only sees e/o fer less den 3 hrs..but em happy..furthermore i din wanna listen to mamas 'syarahan'..luckily i gt home be4 her.. she went to geylang too..wif abah.. b4 i went up da stairs..he askd wen can we meet again..well baby..i think its gonna b on da 26th.. hopefully bof of us r free on dat dae.. big dae man..heheh..oh yah..he bought me da perfum dat i've bn wanting to gt..aaaww...so swit of him.. ayte2..i'll stop here. tot of writting wad happen yeaterdae but as always..em juz plain lazy..hehe..gonna take ma shower now.. :p

urgh...!!! damn lah.. juz gt to noe dat i cant go fer dis yr's nco pop.. on dat very dae..ma skul gt dis stupid charity fund raising thingey.. president S R Nathan cuming.. SO...!!!!i dun giv a damn..i wanna go fer da pop..i wanna mt ma fwens.. shyt lah.. y muz it fall on da same dae..dis is so not fair.. cant go off coz em da band major..i hav to organise everything..give instructions..take care of everything.. summore i hav to dance.. AAAARRRGGGHHHH....!!!! but hey.. ma junior said ma picture was taken while playing ma horn..wow..!! but i still cant run away frm da fact dat I CANT GO FER DA POP...!!!! stupid idiot @#$%$%^#$^&*&(%#@~@!@#~...!!!!!

juz got back frm geylang..wasnt excited to go coz i cud use dat tym to tok wif JD on da fon..he kold several tyms.. damn..and gt a missed call..i juz hope he'll kol latr.. nvm.. i went wif mama and daddy. dad cudnt find a parking..and so he gt irritated and started scolding mama.. nag nag nag..i juz hav to bear wif it.. soon he gave up and wanted to go home but da nx moment..he went ard to find a parking.. aiya..hes always lyk dat.. ok..found 1 but its very far away.. its at haig road..can u imagine how far we hav to walk..? on da way..saw wan besar..wah..member da ngan helmet seh..nex..saw iman hakiki..oh ma gawd..wad happento him..he used to b so small and skinny..now hes big and fatty..gosh..cant believe ma eyes..heheh..saw many of ma fwens.. juz giv dem ma usual sweet smile..*ehem*

met kak ida and fam at joo chiat complex..to buy awni her raye stuff.. shes so cute.. only 3 yrs old but she chose her outfit..but obviously her mama made da last decision.. walkd ard.. nothing much lah..every yr oso da same..i dun quite lyk going der.. den again..abah gt angry wif mama coz mama stopped him frm smoking..hes not been smoking ever since he was warded.. and so..he nag nag nag..sampai perkataan mati smuer kluar..astaghfirullahala'zim..helloo..abah..its fer ur own good..smoking is bad fer ur health and ur sick..k..nvm.. da journey home was kinda boring..no one spoke.. biarlah masing2 layan dgn perasaan sendiri..i cant be bothered..hehe..

why is he not calling...??? em waiting.....!!!!! hhmmmm.....

lina...em sooooooooo sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori

ok..em truly sori abt dat.heheh.. kancong seh aku..din check kt bawah entries.. :p


hey yaw.. yup..changed ma layout as u can see... juz a simple 1.. to make it more interesting..i've changed da colours of da font.. after doing all dis.. i felt guilty coz aku menyusahkn hidup org.. sori lina.. i trouble u wif all dis since.. yesterdae? she cudnt help me out wif da previous template dat i want..so, i change it. so many ques askd..and poor thing..she had to explain it all to me. i cant handle wif computers..heheh..em dumb..remember..? den askd yati fer help too.. within few secs..shes done wif it.. oh ma gawd..so fast.. thanx ma dear.. :p u guys hav bn really helpful.. hmm..was supposed to help mama wif da cookies[selendang rindu...wad a name..] but i told her i gt project..hehe..sorri mumzie..tmr i help k.. wah..satisfied.. dunno wen will b da nex tym i'll change ma layout..wateva it is..i hav to learn sumthing..dun wanna trouble ma fwens.. hehe.. alrighty den..enjoy..!! :p

oh ma gawd... guess wad.. i've lost 7 kg.. aaarrrggghhhh...!!!! how can dat b..? i thot every part of ma body grew fatter.. but hey..i've lost 7 kg..can u believe dat..i dun. i used to be 55kg..ever since sec 3..den juz now..i saw da weighing scale in mama's rum..i weigh maself and shouted.. 48kg? oh ma gawd.. impossible.. so i brought da scale to da kitchen and askd mama to take her weight. hers still da same..or even increase..dats wad she said.. den i tried again..still 48kg? lalala..em so happy..da last tym i weigh 48kg wen i was in sec 2. em still wondering if its true coz i still think i've grown fatter.. really.. phew..u dunno how happy i am. hopefully ma weight remain dis way.. em not gonna eat during hari raya..i mean...not every house..and em so gonna puase 6.. maintain dis weight.. ayte..gonna help mama wif da kueh..[wen isit gonna end. em sick and tired of doing kueh and i smell of flour...] alright y den.. :p

arlow..juz gt back..went fer band prac juz now..had fun.. we played blue ridge saga and a japanese song..ermm title: SPRING..i guess lah.. wadeva.. at fers..we cudnt play coz da O lvl students r taking their examz..den gt to noe..their nex paper will be at 2 pm.. yahoo... can play our instrument..lots of luffing lah.. hidayu was so sarcastic.. sir was crazziee.. hmm..den me, shane, naqiah and hidayu went TM. shane wanna cut his hair at da $10, 10 mins shop.. 10 mins ma foot lah..we waited fer 20 mins sia.. liar..!!! oh.b4 dat..we tuk prints.. funny sia.. gt lots of craazziiieee ideas.. luckily da shop wasnt crowded. i've uploaded da pics alr..hmm.. going out wif dem tmr bt still planning..abah was discharged juz now..hes slpping now..he said he miss his bed..wad da hell..!!!its raining now.. JD kold. he said he wanna cum ova.. i mean..mt me under ma void deck..juz to taste ma cookies..ahak.. dey taste horrible ma dear.. nah.. actually hes gonna amek bubur kat masjid..so he singgah skali..but dunno if hes really cuming.. its raining cats and dogs sia.. a perfect dae to slp.. i think em gonna take ma evening nap now..if possible lah.. oh ya..to all ma fwens taking their Os.. all da bez ya..nvr sae die.. alrighty den..bbubbyyee..!!

ayte..ma dad has bn hospitalised. sad.. shock.. lots of things had happend dis wk.. i was sick.. mama started wif da kueh thingey and since em not skuling..and i noe how to make dem..she threw everything to me.. i've bn slpping late fer da pass 3 daes.. damn... hmm...den suddenly abah's case..bn running abt lah.. tired man.. bt nvm.. abah's recovering.. em getting used to slpping late. tmr gt band.. i wonder how ma babies did their theory.. hopefully it went smoothly.. cant give dem last min revision on sat coz em still sick.. sori.. erm..well..gonna cont wif ma kueh lah..making conflakes honey..yum yum..!! :p