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great..em sick..!!! see..told u. damn.. ma head and body was freaking hot wen i woke up fer sahur.. dun bother to check ma temp coz i noe it will b freaking high.. hmm.. din wanna tell ma parents..but cannt tahan lah.. ma eyes were red.. nvm..den i ate panadol wif milo..how stupid can i gt..? werst..i cant slp da whole morning.. tried to bt juz cudnt..
den lina msg..said dat her mama allowd her to go out.. in da fers place i wasnt sure if i shud tag along..ma head was bloody heavy.. but..since we alr planned da nyd b4..and lina's able to go out.. i juz tried ma bez to remain strong.. wasnt in a gd situation wen i left da house..ma eyes were hot and red.. scary..ma eye liner actually melted..ahak.. cool..! met lina and yati at bedok mrt.. yati was abit late..overslpt..and guess wad..she slept wif her changed clothes[da clothes to go out]..heheh.. fers..off to heeran.. took prints..[its under prints] cool machines dey hav der.. but we cudnt understand a single werd dey said..its in jap..duh..!! yati sat on da controller.. but even wif da controller..we dunno wad to do.. pose here and der.. unable to 'run abt' coz we were sitting..heheh.. den..lina wanted to go to OG..ahak.. and i led dem all da way to orchard mrt.. dey were mad i guess..SO SORI U GUYS...!!! da strange thing was dat i din perspire.. yati was alr drenched wif sweat..eeewww... hehe.. lina went to buy her mama's stuff at OG.. nice.. after dat..was supposed to take da train towerds citi hall but guess wad..i've bn fooled twice.. we tuk da train towerds orchard instead..oppss lina..terlepas ckp..heheh. idiot sia.. den off to tamp..yati wanted to play pool.. wasnt ma fers tym playing so i went wif it lah..lina stubbornly refused to play.. juz bcoz she had scarf on her..wad da hell... heheh.. we played 3 games..i actually beat yati da fers round.. was i gd or wad..? hahah.. tuk sum pics while playing.. lina deosnt noe how to hold da Q..bt at least she tried.. she din even hit da ball..only a touch..hehe.. ape lah ko nie..well..had fun..thou ma head was spinning..went home wif lina..took 38. toked alot sia todae..heheh..gd..improving huh..hehe..wen i gt home..ma fever came back and mama askd me to prepare da stuff fer buke.. no choice but to do..damn.. now..i gt running nose..shyt lah.. whos fault huh..who passed da germs to me huh..?? ok nvm..gonna res now.. cauz..!! wow..todae's our 11th month anniversary.. anoder 1 month..it'll be a yr.. oh ma gawd..dats long.. i mean..i din expect us to b togeder 4 dis long... alhamdulillah.. heheh.. went fer band juz now.. and nobody tried to stop me..heheh.. bt damn..da prac was boring..we did theory coz da students r taking their grade 3 exam dis sat. so..hav to sacrifice lor..i had to teach ma juniors..but guess wad..i've fergt everything..[not actually everthing lah] da last tym i studied really hard fer it was 2 yrs back..after dat i din touch dat blue bk.. tot of taking grade 5 dis yr..but erm..lazy lah.. so..i taught wad i knew.. eh..not bad u noe.. moz of da things i still remember.. okai.. i gt sore throat.. em so gonna fall sick..dats ma symptom..and ma whole mouth..insyd out will itch. damn.. :( hey..wassup2..! gee...been running abt todae.. i woke up ard 10+..did sum cleaning..den off to skul ard 1:30pm.. on ma way to bdk intr..these 2 gurls kold me up and stopped me frm going fer ma band prac wic em luking fowerd to. hai...giler punye yati and lina.. las min den asked me to cum along and join dem to catch a movie..wad da hell.. yati was lyk..'jgn pi band..' ahak..! i gt only a few dollars wif me..den she said she'll pay fer me..hmm.. so i...went wif dem lor.. hehe.. had to lie to ma instructor..[isy..korng nie..posa2 suruh aku bohong eh..] reached tamp ard 2:00pm. gt anoder half an hour..so we took prints.. idiot lah..so many ppl..yati kp dsturbing me.. kinda kekok toking to lina f2f but wad da hell...was kinda kecoh wen taking pics.. keep changing places..ahak.. crazy lah u ppl.. bla bla bla.. den gt in2 da cinema.searching fer da alphabet p.. but ders nower to be found.. so...we sat anywer..haha..anyhow sia.. skali da 3 gurls came.. but we took their seats.. bluak..! so dey sat somewer else.. tot da show was scary but turned out to be kinda lame.. i sat in da middle.. yati coverd her ears..lina covered her eyes..and i..covered bof.. ahahah.. coward ryd..lalalalla... erm..basically, i had fun going out wif dem lah..[eh..nx tym take more prints okai..]after da show..ran to skul..[i mean i tuk da train lah..den ran across da road..to skul lah..] sir was not der..he went to pasir ris band..dunno y.. wen i gt into da band room..dey were having sectionals..i gathered da brass and played christmas recollection and BRS.. wanted to play sumthing else..skali its tym fer their drills..[torturing tym] me and kairui took da drill.. shout here and der but din gt thirsty..strange.. our drill has deteriorated.. damn.. sylbest gonna nag at us.. den its tym fer us to go home.. waited fer da bus fer half an hour or so..so long sia..skali 2 buses came..idiot.. cant take da train coz ma ezlink left -$0.05..mama koled wen i was still in da bus.. told me wad to do..shyt..rushed home to prepare da food to give ma neighbour and end up buke-ing alone.. sian ar..ok..i've summaries everything alr.. tym fer ma chi show.. princezz out...!!! arlow... well..todae's ma sleepy dae.. slept da whole dae..i mean wen i gt hm and ders nothing i cud do except to slp.. ahak.. ermm..went to jamiyah juz now.. au usual..uztaz was crappy.. but all da things he said went into ma head.. isy..kdg2..terase jugak seh..nvm.. erm..den fer da fers tym..met lina outsyd da masjid..to return her DVD..hey..thanx ya gurl..nyc show.. oh..kinda scared lah..mama askd me to giv her a kol.. i was hesitating whether i shud kol.. gementar beb..hehe.. bt..wad da hell..juz kol lah..and as usual..i gave dat slumber tone.. as if i noe her fer a long tym lyk dat..hehe. was searching fer da yellow baju kurung and red slendang..den i saw dat blur face..ahuh.. dats her..hahah.. gave her a quick' asal lambt nah'.. hehe..sori ar.. ok larh..sweet luking.. was a lil rush thou..so..din gt to tok dat much..nvm.. sum oder tym mayb.. ok..den went home.. pray..den slp. wen i was juz abt to slp..JD kold..urgh..kacau jelah..! but i happily picked up da bloody fon.. tokd fer a while..den went back to slp.. till 6 pm seh.. wow..!!! dasyhat..!! mama woke me up..took ma shower and wen to kak liza's place..buke-ing der wad.. wen i gt der.. everything's ready..ders lots of food..while waiting..i kept thinking wic 1 to eat fers..ahak.. i ate alil bit of everything.. cant eat much lah..i gt small tank..heheh.. da werst part was..i hav to do da dishes.. urgh..!!i was lyk...'kok ada lagi, ada lagi' aiyo.. kakak was happily playing wif da kids.. bkn nye dia nk tlg..tk bleh harap btul.. bla bla bla.. gt home..switched on da comp and do wad i usually do.. hey..tmr gt band..i loik.. not going fer da 9-12 class..bt going fer band @ 2:30pm. em so bad..hehe.. dun care lah.. ok den..gonna slp again.. nyd...!! :p ayte2 ppl..thanx fer all da compliment..din ask fer dem thou.. hmm.. well.. i went out wif JD juz now.. aftr a wk or so..todae den we gt to mt.. ermm.. kinda funny lah..we acted as if we juz met and dunno e/o very well.. bof keep smiling fer no reason fer da whole dae and spoke softly or kept quite.. not angry wif e/o even fer a min.. quite strange lah..so unlyk us.. oh..wad da hell.. erm.. i did da cooking tdae... bee hoon basah.. was struggling coz mama gt hm ltr den expected.. after preparing all da stuff..i throw everything in da kuali..ofcoz not everything at one go lah.. duh..!! guess wad..after throwing da bee hoon into da kuali..i actually fergt to add in da salt to da gravy.. ermm.so i thot da kicap masen wud help..heheh..anyhow sia.. din tell mama..luckly it turned out well.. surprisingly..its delicious..hahah.. thank god.. not malu lah if ma neighbour tasted dem.. wad a dae.. hey....todae i din gt angry ova anything or any1..or watsoeva.. cooOOL! i loik.. ok den.. gonna watch ma chinese show.. cai cian..or wateva dey spell it..hehe.. well well well..juz gt back frm skul..i became d umpire fer da lower sec inter class netball.. haiz...shout here and der and now ma throat is very dry..nvm.. nothing to do now..i was supposed to go fer ma class wic started at 9 and ends at 12:30..but wad da hell.. gonna go back fer band prac ltr.. gosh.. hate being bz bt hate it wen i gt nothing to do..u noe wad i mean? oh well..nvm..heheh..oh ya..i've uploaded ma grad nyd pics.. WIDYA...u can see da pics now..i dun luk lyk a slut ayte..nor a bitch..only a prostitute..heheh.. oh ya..and too bad..i din take a pic of ma butt..too sexy lah..i dun wan any1 to gt jealous of it..hahaah.. erm... em bored..em sleepy.. i'll juz stare at ma comp screen. ok2...i noe wad to do..i'll juz keep luking at ma grad nyd pics...hhaha.. ttttooooodddddllllleeeeellllooooossssseee....!!!! bez fwens..
i thot dey were ma bes fwens
da bez one i've eva had instead i found out da thruth and wad i learned was sad we still call each oder fwens but i feel we're far apart thou we see each oder every dae i hav a broken heart dey have made new fwens and i have made some,too we are talking less and less and insyd em cold and blue each and every nyd i pray dat dey will finally see how much i wan our fwenship back and how much dey mean to me... well...dis poem really reflects wad em feeling ryd now.. guess wad..i had tears in ma eyes aftr reading dis..kinda emotional lah.. heheh but..wad da hell.. specially dedicated to hudah and fathiah.. well..todae's da fers dae of Ramadhan.. supposed to be happy and cheerful and stuff lyk dat coz all da satans are locked up. but hey..y do i hav a strange mood todae..at fers.. i was happy bt da nex moment..i hate evr1..hahah.. weird..bt i dunno y.. i gt irritated easily..hmm.. but nvm.. ders still gd daes ahead..and em gonna go thru it wif ease.. did nothing todae except fer da chores..oder den dat..taught nadiyah piano..of all songs.. its right here waiting fer u.. haiz.. i prepared da food alone..wifout helpers..mama was werking till 7 pm..kakak ate outsyd.... being d only gurl at home..i hav to prepare da food fer ma brader and daddy.. bt its awright..coz mama had alr prepare da gravy..hahah.. we ate tom yam noodle.. yum yum.. hmm.. y dis few daes..em not being maself.. em not happy..not cheerful..its all da opposite me.. Y? damn.... hmmm... well.. did nothing much todae.. woke up ard 11+..wow..so late sia.. mama woke me up juz to follow her to ntuc.. damn.. well.. bought lots of stuff...reached hm ard 4+.. as usual.. keep all da stuff in da fridge.. peel off ma prawn's skin.. and bla bla bla.. basically da house chores lah.. haiz... i'll b doing dat everydae fer da nex 2 months b4 i start studying again.. hmm.. tmr is da fers dae of ramadhan..em used to fasting... so..its nothing to me.. heheh.. well..i found out dat i dun hav to put on hair band anymore.. quite stylish dat way..hehe... cant wait to see ma developed pics.. so eager.. well.. i hav dis strange feeling dat we bof hav changed.. aint dat happy or lively anymore.. he said dat em diffrnt wen we were toking on da fon jz nw..bt i din hear clearly..wen askd him to repeat..he said nothing..well.. i think so too actually.. wad abt him..recently..he gt no mood and appetite.. doesnt make any diffrent frm me either.. hmm..duno lah.. em gonna kp on rotting b4 mon.. BBOORRIINNGG...!!! i mizz all ma fwens.. i doubt dey will cum fer da 9-12 class.. cant wait to go fer band prac..i miz ma horn..really.. and ofcoz..ma laling members.. heheh.. miz all da 'YES MA'aM...NO MA'AM..' heheh.. wad da hell..i feel so lonely..cum to think of it..i dun hav any cloz fwen/fwens.. dey r juz ma ordinary fwens.. used to hav bof of dem bt aftr da conflict..we aint dat cloz anymore.. eventhough dey still treat me as 1.. i dunno..i juz feel awkward wn em wif dem.. as fer da new ones...dey aint ma type.. i mean.. we dun hav dat bond btw us.. no connection i shall say.. dey r gd to me bt hmm.. i duno how to xplain.. u noe how sad it is wen u dun hav a real fwen to turn to... thou i hav a wide circle of fwens..bt its not da same if u hav at least a bez fwen. why was i so stupid to make a mistake and lose ma gd fwens.. hmm... i've bn in dis situation fer a yr alr..and nobody noes.. dats y em kinda lonely.. em depending on him to cheer me up..brighten ma lyf..but hey.. i suppose he doesnt noe ma situation.. all he thinks dat i hav lots of fwens..wad da hell..nvm.. em used to live in a lonely werld.. i may appear to b happy bt nobody noes how dark ma werld is.. if any1 read dis..i guess u guys juz found out..i cant take it anymore and its ma habit to wryd ma feelings down..i feel much bttr aftr dat.. not asking fer sympathy here ayte.. u cn choose to ignore dis.. Grad nyd....
oh ma gawd...grad nyd was great..ok..da formal thing was lame...but da taking of pics was really damn fun..any1 passed me..i'll juz grab him or her.. all of ma guy fwens r gd luking on dat nyd.. wow... i was so popular among da guys..esp malkeith..keep saying em his gf n no one can touch me..hahah.. keep saying...diana..pantat baik..shyt lah.. em so used to dat.. hahah.. wad da hell... em so gonna miz all of dem.. wasnt sad at all juz now coz ever1 was busy taking pics.. so fun... how i wish i cud turn back da tym and buy 2 films.. shyt lah..din gt to take more coz film da bes seh... geram btul.. padahal ade 40.. nvm..i asked ppl to wash fer me.. hope dey remember.. was supposed to mt him after ma grad nyd..den last min changes... urgh..! dun care alr lah.. ok...i gt blister on bof feet..ouchie..!! ma finger still swollen..bt i dun care..i enjoyed taking pics todae..luv all ma fwens.. no werds cud describe how happy i was.. ismail was trying to gt near me.. bt hey..ders a limit ayte.. em no cheap lady even thou i dressed lyk 1...hahah.. cant wait to see da developed pics.. gonna send to da shop tmr.. now..em gonna clean maself up and slp..i din slp da whole nyd yesterdae...remember? hahah.. nyd nyd.. muah muah...!!!
ok...yesterdae..i did go fer da netball thingey.hav to mah.. ok..it did cheer me up sumhow.. and i gt sumthing in return..ma jari manis bengkak.. oh man.. its so big..and painful..da bottom part of ma finger is lyk ma thumb.. den ma jari is abt senget.. cnnt put on cincin..hmm..ltr go grad nyd....hav to keep ma finger at home as wad lina suggested..heheh.. bt hell no..em gonna bring it to skul..hahah.. gonna hide ma finger under ma jacket..heheh..hey..bt its a good thing too..dun hav to do da house chores.. thanx to ma bloody big finger..ok..ysterdae..netball was great..bez player ar..dun play2...hahah aksyen huh.. well..i saved ma team frm being trashed.den went to eat @ kfc..(gee...after burning all da fats away..?) den..went i gt home..took ma shower.. and asked mama to urut ma jari.. ouchie..!! damn painful lor..hahah.. den guess wad. da werst thing was dat i cant slp da whole nyd.. keep tossing and turning..till 5.30 am.. bt still..i cant slp.. i was perspiring and ma jari was berdenyuting..hahah..oh man.. until now..em still wide awake.. em afraid if i slp during ma graduation thingey tonyd..(lina..dun gt jelous tau..hahah) werst still is if i gt panda eyes.. urgh..!! well.. dunno wad to do now..wanna slp bt cannt..dun hav to study alr..examz r ova..yahoo...!!! well..ok den..trying to gt sum slp here...if possible.. if not..i'll juz take ma shower and eat...hahahh.. bbye...!!! :p Kau... babi ar..bingit sak... dalah paper mcm sial... dia buat hal.. ape seh.. i wun say anything abt dat bloody paper.. its obvious dat em gonna fail ma theory... abt him.. kau..puas ati blek sendiri tadi..da lah em feeling so sad.. wen we were abt to reach ma place..saw his fwens.. den juz bcoz i gav him da signal to go... he can go juz lyk dat lah... lagi bleh ckp...dia ade training ar... kau... benci sak... feel lyk throwing everything out of da window sia.. AAAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!! shyt lah..now hav to go to kallang netball court.. em not in da bloody mood to... i so dun feel lyk going fer da grad nyd.. go to hell wif it lah...!!!! halu halu...did nothing much todae.. slack or shall i sae rot at home.. tot of studying fer ma stupid last paper..bt..gt distracted lah.. well.. now...em so gonna study..mus study..i hav to gt at least a2..bt if can..a1 lah.. hahah..cant wait fer it to finish.. den can prepare fer ma grad nyd...wic is quite lame lah.. in skulo sia...wad da hell.. alrighty den.. well well..i did nothing bt clean ma room..ok..da new cupboard came..coz mine has broken.. and guess wad..its bloody long...i hav to shift ma comp table to da syd..and threw ma book/trophy shelf.. oh man..bt da bes thing is dat.. da whole family werk togeder..isnt dat cool.. i wun mention wad and how i clean da mess.. juz dat..ma rum was filty..full of dust..oh ma gawd..din noe dat.. esp behind da tv set and comp.. (ish..blek pompan mcm gitu punye kotor...apedah..) heheh.. well.. we started in d evening..and finished everything ard 9+..exhausted..every1 was tired and hungry.. hey guess wad..i finish repaying da 5 daes of fast..it feels so good.. heheh.. hmm.. actually..i juz ended ma cnversation wif ma baby.. he sounded so tired and sick..duh..! he is..i pity him..bt i cant do anything fer him.. oh man.. i was so worried abt him juz now.. until he said dat hes fyn..only cant tok much.. well..i understand his situation..poor baby.. u hav to get well soon ya.. well..gonna watch tv now.. bloody tired sia..ma body aching lyk nobody's business.. adios..!! :p ooppss..
shyt..did i made a mistake juz now.. he called me wen i was revising dis morning.. asked sum mads ques..den he said sumthing lah..thou i din agree bt wad can i do.. hes gonna help his own fwen..i cant possibly stp him ryd.. so..hmm..i was lyk..suke ati u lah.. den..i said i wanna study.. its true sia..as i said.. i did last min revision.. den he tot i dun wanna tok to him..wad da hell.. usually wen he said lyk dat or i said dat..we will lyk..ok ok..tk lah..main2 je.. den juz now i said.. ape...btul lah nk blaja.. dunno wads in his mind.. den i put down da phone..and cont studying..b4 giving da calculator back to kadir.. shyt sia.. lina said he was moody...was it bcoz of dat? or wad..? dis is scary.. i think dats da reason why he din kol me tonyd.. shud i kol him tmr? i think i shud.. bt..AAAAHHH....!!!takut nye...baby..em so sori..if wad i said kinda trsinggung... hmmm.... oklah.. gotta clean da kitchen.. da last family juz went home.. gonna slp late n wake up late..den study abit.. mon las paper... cant wait...
Awright2... 1 more to go.. DNT..bersabar diana.. den after mon can enjoy.. ooouuhh yeh...!! hmm..mads paper 2 juz now.. b4 taking da paper..i dun hav any confidence coz i studied las min.. tot of study las nyd..bt den i left ma calculator in skul.. shyt sia..i was lyk.."OH mA GAWd... how am i gonna study..!!!" luk at da tym.. em sure evry1 has gone to bed..it was almoz midnight.. shyt..den..wen i lukd out of da window..i saw kadir's house..i was lyk.." aiyah..juz msg and ask lah incase he haven slp n can lend it to me.. i was so lucky..he replied ma msg.. den at 12+..after OC..i met kadir under ma void deck.. took da calculator..thank him and went home.. i gt 7 sets of paper i nd to do.. skali do half way.. ma brain stpped werking.. so..abt 2am.. i slept. woke up at 9.30am.. kanchong sia.. haven study.. so..i grabbed all ma stuff and start practising. i did 4 papers and askd kadir wad tym he's leaving da house.. he said in 15mins tym..oh shyt..i haven taken ma shower..run to da toilet..bathe..change..den went out..pass da calculator and went to skul straight.. reached skul.. tuk shane's calculator and sat one corner.. wen it was 1pm..i managed to finish 3 sets of paper..bt still i wasnt confident enuf.. bt wad da hell.. wen i flip da paper..thank god all of da ques r easy.. so.. overall.. da mads paper was damn easy.. heheh.. hope it helps..coz ma paper 1 sux.. hmm.. juz gt home.. now..gonna help mama in da kitchen.. its her burfdae todae..HAPPY BURFDAE MOMMY...LUV U ALWAYS.. hmm.. da food r so tempting..bt i cant eat till 6.56pm.. fasting mah.. left one more dae only.. ok den.. chaoz..! :p AAArrrRRGGGHHH..!!!! em so gonna fail ma combined humans sia.. da paper was ez bt tricky.. map reading lyk wad sia..i gt lots of mistakes..oklah.. 2 mistakes.. 'da main activity'(sumthing lyk dat lah..) and da last ques..' sumthing2..st joseph bla bla bla grown up on its location..wad da hell.. den i scared if i miz sum points on rice cultivation.. and green revolution.. shyt sia.. tourism was lyk..wad da hell.. article..i juz copy and paste..since dey say use da info given.. alah..fergt it lah.. i juz noe dat em gonna fail ma CH.. eeeiii..so ugly to hav a fail mark on ma cert.. damn... mads paper 2 tmr.. haven study at all..hey..dis is so unfair.. yestrdae or 2 daes ago..he said he wanted to study wif me 2dae.. den juz now..he kold to sae dat hes studying wif his fwen.. juz bcoz dey live near..duno if dorng jadi pi lah.. alah..wad da hell.. dun care lah.. as if i mind.. SO..em gonna study now.. cant afford to do badly fer pp2...ma pp1 sux alr.. haiz.... ok den.. em off... halu....!! juz came back frm skul.. had ma sci papers juz now.. chey...easy only..study so hard skali came out lyk dat..ok lah..not dat very easy..abit tricky.. well.. not satisfied wif ma phy paper 1.. 1 gt 15/20 only..how to gt a1..fat hope lah.. hmm.. as fer chem paper 3.. i loik.. i gt 19/20.. isnt dat great..unexpected.. i thot moz of ma ans wrong wen i checked wif ma fwens..bt wen we went thru wif teacher.. wow.. i gt one stupid careless mistake only.. happy...!! lalalala.. hmm.. den wen compared ma ans fer paper 4 wif ma fwens.. moz of dem are correct.. i mean we gt da same ans.. dunno if its correct or not.. hmm.. mayb i can gt a2.. not sure if can gt a1.. paling2 pon dpt b3.. eeii... ok.. tmr geog..i haven study a single thing.. only wet rice cultivation.. ders still manufacturing, tourism, high tech farming.. urgh..!! luckily its at 2 pm.. can study in da morning.. wow.. wif out us realising.. n lvls gonna be ova.. den can enjoy... waiting fer dat dae to cum.. no nd to study so hard fer da rez of da 3 mnths.. hey..i gt one bloody big pimple on ma left cheek.. shyt sia.. graduation nyd cuming and ma face is so ugly..ok its alr ugly bt dat pimple made it werst.. aarrgghh...!!! nvm.. em gonna squeez it 2nyd..hav to..hahah.. ok den.. nothing else to wryd.. chaoz..!! :p oh man.. did ma mads paper 1 juz now.. ok lah.. can say its easy.. not as difficult as i thot. bt as usual..i made lots of careless mistakes.. wen i check ma ans wif da res..oh man.. i think em gonna gt 30+ or 40+ only.. cant reach 50.. shyto..!! ma paper 2 hav to help me in order to gt a1 or a2.. overall..quite easy lah.. dunno y sum ppl sae its difficult.. awright... tmr.. sci paper 1234.. studied ma chem alr bt scared if i miss sum facts.. so gonna study everything all ova again.. phy..2nite den study.. phy only nd to memorise da formula..da rez..aiya..no kick lah..heheh.. aksyen huh.. bt i think em gonna study everything even though i noe moz of da stuff alr.. muz maintain dat a1 title.. uurrgghh...!!! wen is it gonna end... i so haven touch on ma geog.. dnt...? din even luk at it..lalalalalala... ok..aftr skul..went to bdk inter to check out sum stuff..den went to tamp to mt jd..study ok..abit only.. after dat..mt radhiah..pass ma money fer da tix.. saw fitri..wonder if he still remember me.. ok den.. quite hyper on ma way home.. poor baby..hav to bear wif ma craziness... hahah.. oh wad da hell.. ok den.. tym fer ma prayers.. poooOOOffff...!!! fers paper..
Had ma eng paper juz now...ok damn shyt lah.. i dunno if ma compo out of point or not.. coz i said in general...' wad do u lyk and dislyk abt a normal dae @skul?' sumthing lyk dat lah.. shyt..very scared now...if its really out of point..gonna lose marks on dat.. den da letter writting..wad da hell sia.. article? newsletter..? i mean..ok its easy..bt dats not 1 of da four stuff dat we've learned.. i juz wryd crap.. dunno if its relevant.. paper 2 was ok2 lah..bt gt lots of mistakes.. i think i can only gt 4 or werst 5... shyt..wers ma 3.. stupid paper.. hmm..tmr mads paper 1..i haven practice on anything sia.. wads wrong wif me...? well.. gonna study ma mads..and sum geog.. em fasting todae..hmm.. great.. very hungry now.. drank cereal only fer sahur.. clever ryd..scared if i eat real fud..den i'll gt stomachache.. oh..wad da hell...!!! heheh.. i gt strange stomach.. hmm.. ok den..dats all fer todae i guess.. em so slppy bt cnnt slp..nd to study..bt am i gonna cncntrate dat much wen ma brain gonna switch off? i dunno... oh man.... ok den..bbye..!! heheh.. :p
*2.5 done..3.5 to go..(its point 5 coz we only did our ss...geog haven..heheh..ok lame..)* Ooouuuhhh...!!! shyt man..having eng paper tmr.. so scared..afraid if i dun hav any ideas to wryd fer ma paper 1.. OH GOD..plz help me... well.. da whole dae..i studied ma mads and chem..bt i dunno if it goes into ma brain.. oh wad da hel... bez of luck diana... well..did nothing much todae.. woke up ard 9 plus.. took ma shower..den as usual, clean da house and fold da clothes.. 2 p.m started studying.. but den 4 p.m..went to ma cuzzen's place..its her son's fers burfdae..HAPPY BURFDAE AIMAN... well, tot of studying wen i reached der but fat hope..da childern were so noisy.. busy shouting and playing. so..i told mama i wanted to go home and study.. actually..i dun wanna help wif da cleaning..hahah..so bad..bt no lah..i wanna study..i have only started wif ma chem..da rez..i haven touch..sure die.. hmm..actually..i miss him but i cannt think abt him so often esp during dis period of tym..hav to cncntrate on ma werk. sorry baby.. well..ok den..gonna squeez sum facts into ma stupid brain.. happy...
Yey...so happy...i've gt everything back..thanx to ma fwen ..YATI...hehe.. well..actually, i was aslp.den ma fwen msg me to tell me dat ma blog was done. since em awake, i guess i'll do sum revision..heheh.. gtg now... :p
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