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wer da hell in ma....!!!!
Shyt sia...!! everything's gone..wads wif ma blog seh..!! all ma entries...wer r dey..? GONE..!! uuurrrggghhhh....!!!! em going alil mad.. guess wad..i haven start studying.. em so gonna fail ma n lvl..
Hey...guess wad..todae's our 10th month..oh ma gawd..cant believe we can be togeder dis long..i mean.. aftr all da things we've bn thru.. em sOoOoOOo happy...!! lalalalalalal..hehe.. well.. anoder 2 months and it'll b a yr..oh ma gawd..dats da longest..hahah..(dun mind me...heheh)baby..i luv u so much... muah muah..! ok lame.. hmm... did nothing much todae..morning..pi melawat.. den jemputan..wearing tudung..oh ma gawd...naseb lawa..hahah...eeiii...tk malu. hmmm... went home..tot of studying..bt as usual..i wont.. shyt..few more daes only sia...n lvl..scared.. bbbrrr.... hav to study..by hook or by crook...oh..wad da hell.. cant wait fer da graduation nyd..i'll be wearing a long sleeveless red dress...ok..i luk lyk an idiot in dat but wad da hell...sumhow or rather..i still find it nyc..heheh.. well..i bttr gt started wif ma geog.. i've bn slacking sia.. how to gt 4-5 pts lyk dis.. dream on lah.. haizzz...nvm..bear wif it... 2 more wks and dats it.. ok.. no pain no gain.. i'll juz hav to squeez all da facts to ma stupid brain.. ok brain..start functioning aight..heheh. em so bad.. hahah
oh ma gawd... i did sumthing bad todae..hahah..bt itz kinda funny. well.. todae..skul was ermm ok2 lah.. fers 2 periods..mt..we watched pontianak..den gt chem fer 1 per. den mads 2 per.. i gt mock paper 2 sia.. guess wad..damn diff man.. i cant do sum ques..even da top students..oso cnnt do..(dat includes me..)ma brain's not functioning..heheh.. well..after recez,was trying to force maself to study geog coz thot we r going to hav a test fer da nex 2 per..den skali she postpone it to dunno wen.. em so lucky..heheh.. den..after skul..i met ma OBS fwe. he said he wanted to study..so ok lah.. we went to BK. wenever i was abt to cncntrate..he'll start toking..non stop sia.. i thot hes da quiet type..oh man.. menyesal tk sudah.. den guess wad..i saw ma baby wif his fwens..i was pleading fer help. help me to gt out frm dat place.. i was suffocating in der. i tried to calm maself down..bt he cont toking..i juz hav to find a xcuse to say good bye..but how.. haha... here goes da bes part... i msg ma fwen to act out as ma mama..asking me to go home. i managed to giv dat stupid pathetic luk of mine..haha..
'mama'-hello by..kau kat ne? me-kat BK..nk ape? 'mama'-buat pe kat sane? bile nk blek..? me-tgh blaja lah..jap lagi lah...asal? 'mama'-kau blek skg..makcik2 ko smue dtg.. blek cepat..tlg mama..! me- huh?makcik2 dtg?buat pe?blek skg? jap lagi lah..by tgh blaja lah.. 'mama'-tkde2..blek skg.. me- ok lah.. (gave ma fwen a sorry luk)"hey..i hav to go home.. ma makciks dtg..."(grab ma beg and stood up) "eh..sori tau..i gtg..ape2 msg jelah eh...bbye.." HAHAHHAHAHA...oh ma gawd...bastard seh diana.. i cant stp maself frm luffing and so i kold ma fwen.. me- hey...thanx tau..bear wif me bt i need sum1 to luff with..(HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH) em so bad..bt i juz hav to go..i'd rather meet ma baby den dat freako.. hahah.. well.i had fun doing dat..dats ma fers and ma last tym doing dat..feel guilty thou..hahah.. well..den i met ma baby at LJ..told dem(jihadi,hakim&firdaus) da whole story..haha.. den we(me and jd) sat down near ma place...study bt den we started toking crap..well.. dats us.. cant focus lah..hahah.. ok den..i had a great tym today.. now..hav to revise.. i'll juz keep saying dis till ma examz r ova..hahah... :p unfergtable day..
oh ma gawd..had a terrible dae today.. hmm..skul was fyn.. p.e was fun..fer da fers tym guys and gurls combine play netball wif soccer rules..wad da hell.. i gt weird p.e teacher..heheh.. dvided into 3 grps..it happens dat ma team had all da powerful ppl.. lyk moi..haha.. only gurls can shoot..wel..obviously ma team win lah..gt da bez shooter wad... hahaah..eeeiii..tk malu.. ok..den after skul..went to tm to buy eng chian's prezen...sum of ma fwens din gimme da money..so i had to forked out 30 bucks sia.. not fair..em gonna b a temp loan shark tmr..hhehe.. den.. meet him.. hai..so sad..we din tok much..den on our way home..we fought..i dunno abt wad.. ma fault lah...den we went seperate ways.. dats wen i started crying...oh ma gawd..wen i gt home worst..he kold and we sorted things out..was damn hurt wen we put down da phone.. den at nyd..he kold..wanna meet me.. i was very scared. heart was pounding..but wen i meet him..em prepared fer da werst.. skali its not wad i thot..he apologised fer being too harsh on me.. wow.. so swit..cum to ma place juz to apologise..i luv u baby...!! well..now em gonna do ma graduation stuff..stupid lah..i gt no ideas..ok den...pooooff!!
shyt..i regretted wad i've done..
haluu..well..todae was an 'ok' dae fer me lah.. was kinda mad..go ard disturbing ppl b4 reccess.. but after ma break..ma mood suddenly change..i dunno y..ma heart was very painful.. hai..but den..after awhile..i was fine..back to normal...after skul..went to ez point to buy ice cream..hehe.. 50 cents only.. then decided to study at BK..i did ma mads and geog.. hav to start wif ma revision already mah..heheh..(eii..so da cina..)heheh..well..gt hm ard 6 plus.. well..waiting fer his kol..bt den until now da phone is not ringing..sad... bt nvm.. em cool.. :p now thinking if i shud do ma presentation..shud hav handed it up last wk..bt wad da hell..dey r not helping..so i heck care oso lah.. heheh..wad a bad monitress ya..
ok..he juz kold.oh ma gawd..serba salah seh.. dat stupid sentence dat i've said can actually hurt him so badly..and i juz take it so lightly..wads wrong wif me.. stupid lah..angry wif maself fer being such a jerk..uurrgghh..!!! baby..em so sori..din mean to hurt u..din even noe dat cud hurt u.. em such a useless gf..oh man.. din gt to tok to him dat long coz his dad was on his way home.. SHYT....!!!!!!!UURRGGHH...!!!!menyesal seh.. :o( had a great tym..
wah...very tired leh.. i was out da whole day..ok..not in da morn..still in bed.. i did sum chores..as usual.den planned to go out fer sum self study..den ma fwen msg me...and we decided to go studying togeder. hav to admit..i was a lil nervous.. ape tak..da last tym i tokd to him was lyk 11 yrs back.. oh ma gawd..dats a long tym.. hehe.. i din noe how to react wen i met him..bt as usual..i gave dat slumber luk..as if i noe him fer so long already..den i acted as per normal..wanna b afraid and shy fer wad..u wun go anywer..so..we decided to go BK..skali..it was pack..so..wanted to go to Mac..on our way..a women stppd us and asked whether we r chi or malay..wad da hell.. actually her intention was to sell sum household stuff..we werent interested bt kesian nye pasal..we bought a jug and a cup wic cost $6.50..hmm.. nvm..den it started to rain..we wen back to BK..luckily gt place fer us to study.. bla bla bla..den he send me hm..aaww.... isnt dat swit of him..haha..nolah..we r taking da same route. dats all.. well..had lots of fun.. i mean..fer a start lah.. heheh..well..em tired nw..hav to iron ma uniform..shyt..tmr skuling.. hai...sian lah..
hey..i fergt to add dis...i found ma fers crush..hahah.. nah..hes ma kindergaten fwen. used to lyk e/o lah..but hey..we were juz 5 den. hahah..isnt dat cute. we actually like sum1 of opp sex at d age of 5.. so notty..haha.. well..shocked wen he added me in fwenster. din noe he cud find me der.. ok..after all da introduction..we started crapping abt stuff.. well..i muz say hes a nice guy. fergt how we treated e/o wen we were young. we were in da same madrasah..(ansar) but din tok to e/o. awright..i was shy.hahah..guess wad..so was he.. erm.. still immature lah.. now we communicate as if we noe e/o fer long. gonna meet up sum day..lots of catching up to do.. i suddenly miz all ma fwens.. ok..ma n level is juz ard da corner.. but shit..i haven start wif ma revision. em so gonna die. i cant possibly treat dis exam lyk normal end-of-yer skul exam..hello..dis is n lvl u r toking abt. shit..em so gonna start wif ma revision..2 wks..i'll try to squeez everything into ma small brain. hav to maintain ma standard.. now i hav more competitors.. so i hav to study harder..cant give.. must achieve ma goals..WAKE UP DIANA..!!! hav to prac more on mads.. chem hav to buck up..phy hav to maintain.. die die mus study ma geog..its d only way fer me to pass ma combine humans.. dnt..? well..learn wad i hav to learn..dun take minor things fer granted.. awright..wasnt in a gd mood todae.. morning..went to band prac..damn happy coz we gt lots of nice/new pieces.. i can pitch till high C..another octave after ma F(concert bflat) able to play all da songs..grade 5 song damn difficult.. fast and everything oso quaver and semi-quaver..all da songs..horns gt lots of important melody..wahh..damn happy..thou its difficult.. but it was fun.. no pain-no gain. den..went to hav our lunch at sakura. enjoyed our food. luff so loud as if da place belongs to us. but wad da hell..we were having fun.. dun care abt d oders. den..i went to meet him.. excited. played guitar and learn sum songs frm him.. wonderful..but things started to go wrong wen i wanted to go home.. hmm.. why must it happen. hate it man.. uurrgghhh..!! but nvm.. wen i reached hm..mama was cooking..kakak was preparing fer ma brader's burfdae celebration. i gt no choice bt to help..ltr da house filled wif ppl..luffter..kids and food. yum..yum.. manage to fergt abt wad had happened btw me and him. tried to kol him bt cudnt gt thru.. but den latr..he kold me..and apologise. i did da same thing..bt again..we end da conversation wif ugly feelings.. i was curious...sad..angry..whereas he was sad...angry..?i dunno....den clean up da mess.. now..cant slp. its 01:40 am. hai..bored..well..i feel much bttr after writting dis. well.. ma bed is calling..hav to gt sum rest after a long day. gd nyd..!! wad a dae...!!!
Oh man.. wad a dae..i juz rOt at hOme. mOrning..went tO skul..damn sleepy. since i din gt tO study fer mOi mads da night befOre..i decided tO dO mOi revisiOn during da fers 2 periods.. mt mah..nOthing tO dO. had mOi mads mOck exam.. study sO hard..skali da paper so easy..Oklah.. quite easy..damn..i made lOts of mistakes.. den had a late reccess..grab sum bite and went tO da hall.. last 2 periOds..geOg lessOn..wrOte lOts Of stuff..Ok..dats mOi bOring dae in skul..wen i gt hOme.. hmm..wOrst.. ma niece came Ova juz tO play wif da pianO..and she irritates me wif all da " aunty....hOw tO play dat sOng.." uuurrggghhh..!!!! dat hOrrible idiOtic gurl juz ruin mOi lyf eversince she was bOrn..heheh..but i lluurrvveee her soOoOo much..well..guess, em gOing tO dO mOi revisiOn nOw.. n lvl cuming liaO.. 2 mOre wks.. die! die!..
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